Beyond Her Wildest Dream Page 4

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  Now that she was sitting, she was in perfect alignment to see Jonah’s cock. Though she tried to drag her gaze away from his hard, twitching dick, she couldn’t seem to manage it.

  Lexis was so hot and horny she wanted to shove her hands down into her jeans, under her panties, and shove her fingers into her wet, aching pussy. She wanted, needed, to get off so badly, but she was going to have to try and ignore how aroused she was. That was easier said than done. How the hell was she supposed to discount her lust when there was a very sexy, handsome man standing across from her, totally naked with his dick standing at attention?

  When saw movement behind Jonah, she lifted her gaze, the air in her lungs backing up. Adam was also naked. Her heart thundered so hard it hurt, and it took her a moment or two to realize that she’d stopped breathing. Her eyes shifted to his hand, and they widened when she saw he was holding a tube of lube.

  Lexis almost rose from her seat, but she caught herself in time and ended up gripping the edge of her chair so hard her knuckles hurt. Jonah, Adam, and Preston dressed were sex personified. Adam and Jonah naked were so lethal she wondered why they didn’t come with a warning label.

  “Have you ever been so turned on you wanted to beg, Lexis?” Preston asked, drawing her gaze. He was now on the other side of the desk, his chest bare, his pectorals, biceps, and shoulder muscles flexing as he slapped the small flogger against the palm of his hand.

  Lexis shook her head. She wasn’t exactly lying since she’d never been that aroused in her life.

  Until now.

  “Then whoever you’ve been with wasn’t doing things right.” Preston held her gaze as he walked closer to Adam and Jonah. “Adam, I want you to get up on the desk on your back.”

  Her eyes lifted to Adam’s as he climbed up onto the long desk so close to her, then he maneuvered onto his back. Her fingers flexed against the seat as she stared at his gorgeous, manly body. His legs were hanging over the edge of the furniture, but he had his head resting on the smooth surface. He was brawny, and his skin was a tanned, bronze hue, but it was his cock she kept looking back at. It was shorter than Jonah’s dick but wider in circumference. Neither man was diminutive in the penis department, and she wondered what it would be like to have two cocks in her body.

  When she realized where her thoughts were going, she pushed them aside and tried not to squirm in her seat.

  “Jonah, get up on the desk with Adam,” Preston directed.

  She was panting so hard and fast now Lexis wondered if she was hyperventilating as she watched Jonah do as he was told. He ended up straddling Adam’s hips with his hands braced beside the other man’s shoulders.

  Adam flipped open the lube of tube, squirted a generous dollop onto his condom-covered cock, and spread it by pumping his hand up and down his shaft.

  “Jonah, take Adam’s dick into your ass.”

  Lexis couldn’t help wondering why these three men were involving her in their scene—even if it was only watching from the sidelines—when it was obvious they were all gay. She pondered on whether they got off on seeing the reaction of an observer or…what, she had no clue. What stumped her the most was why she hadn’t stood up and left the room without a backward glance. She tried to tell herself that she wasn’t entranced by the schematics of their Dominant/submissive relationship or that she wasn’t turned on by their exhibitionism, or her voyeuristic tendencies. Nevertheless, deep down, she knew she was lying to herself.

  Her lids grew heavy as she watched Jonah sink down onto Adam’s cock. She gasped when her pussy clenched and another slew of cream wept from her entrance.

  Lexis was so hot and aroused she could barely stand it. She wanted to ask one or all of the men to kiss and touch her, but she swallowed the words back down. Since they were gay, there was no way she was asking them to kiss and caress her. The last thing she wanted to do was turn them off and stop their love play. She needed to see this to the conclusion, and once the scene had ended, she’d worry about getting out of here as fast as possible.

  Preston stepped closer to the desk and started wielding the flogger over Jonah’s back and ass as he started to move up and down on Adam’s dick.

  Adam groaned, Jonah growled, and Preston panted.

  Each time Jonah rose up and dropped back down, he moved faster. Lexis could see Jonah’s ass engulfing Adam’s dick in his body before his shaft came back into view again.

  And then Adam reached down and gripped Jonah’s erection in his hand. He pumped his hand up and down what looked to her a little too roughly, but Jonah seemed to love what the other man was doing to his cock.

  “Just imagine having three sets of hands, three mouths, and three dicks on hand for your pleasure, baby,” Preston said hoarsely. “Having a dick in your soaked pussy, another in your tight, sexy ass, and another in your mouth. We’d suck and pinch on those hard little nipples as we fucked our cocks in and out of all of your holes. You’d come so hard you’d be screaming our names.”

  “What?” Lexis gaped at him, but his gaze was back on Jonah and Adam.

  “Look at them, Lexis,” Preston instructed. “Look at how lost in the pleasure they are. Jonah’s right on the verge of coming. See how his muscles and tendons are straining? Now, look at Adam. His jaw’s clenched tight and his expression looks as if he’s being tortured. He’s close, too. They’re both waiting for me to tell them to come. They trust me to know when they can’t hold back anymore. They trust me not to hurt them and control their pleasure.”

  “Trust is a huge gift, baby. That’s the most important thing between a Dom and his subs.” Preston flicked the flogger over Jonah’s ass, and then he stepped to the side, swishing it over Adam’s abs, getting lower and lower and lower. “Jonah, Adam, come. Now!” He slapped the tendrils against Jonah’s balls and the base of Adam’s shaft. Both men came with a roar.

  Although Lexis didn’t take her eyes off them, she quivered and quaked as she climaxed, too. Juices dripped onto her drenched panties. She was breathing fast and shallowly as she continued to tremble with rapture. Jonah and Adam twitched and shivered as they continued to come. Ropes of creamy white semen spewed from Jonah’s dick onto Adam’s stomach. It was the sexiest thing Lexis had ever seen.

  She didn’t notice she’d closed her eyes as she tried to regain control of her unsteady body until she heard the brush of fabric close by. When she opened her eyes again, it was to find all three of them staring at her. Preston’s eyes were so hot she had to look away. The second she looked at Jonah and Adam again and noticed the renewed desire in their gazes directed her way, and couldn’t believe her own libido perked up after just creaming her panties. She knew she was in trouble, in way over her head.

  Preston slowly stalked closer, and while she tried to prevent herself from meeting his eyes, she found herself staring into his amazing brown orbs anyway. He didn’t stop until he was close enough to touch, and when he squatted down next to her, she licked her suddenly dry lips.

  “We’re all very attracted to you, Lexis. We want to spend time with you and see if the heat between us could become something more.”

  Lexis shook her head and swallowed audibly.

  Preston gripped her chin, turning her back to face him. “Don’t deny the attraction you feel for us, baby. It’s there as plain as day for us to see.”

  “But…but you’re gay.”

  Preston’s lips curved up in a smile and his eyes twinkled. She could get lost in those eyes. In fact, she already felt as if she was drowning in them. Though she was tempted to say yes—because Preston was right. The heated sparks zinging between them were so hot it was wonder she hadn’t already gone up in ashes—she didn’t really know these men at all.

  Lexis wasn’t a virgin, but she was exactly experienced, either. Having sex once didn’t equate to knowing what she was doing.

  If she said yes and they found out how little skill she had, would they be turned off?

  She wasn’t sure she could h
andle that sort of rejection. She also wasn’t sure she wanted to get involved emotionally.

  Her father had never been in the picture. He’d been killed by an out of control truck three months after Lexis had been born. Her mom had died when she was fifteen, and Alicia had been murdered by some sicko who was still at large, two years later.

  The pain of losing a loved one was too intense, and she never wanted to go through that again.

  Lexis had fallen into a deep black hole after her sister’s death. She’d dropped out of college, packed up what little stuff her and her sister had had, sold everything else, and taken to the road.

  She’d been wandering aimlessly for nearly two years until she’d arrived in Tigard, Oregon three months ago. It was a busy town, but there was just something about the place that called to her. Getting work hadn’t been a problem, and though she’d recently begun to consider returning to her college course, she just couldn’t afford to. Paying for her rent, her bills, as well as food each week, didn’t leave her much for splurging. She’d gotten herself into a rut and didn’t see a way out of it.

  She was brought back to the present when Preston spoke.

  “We’re not gay, baby. We’re bisexual.”

  Lexis had been so intent on her introspection and Preston, she hadn’t seen Jonah and Adam moving. She blinked a few times when she saw that they must have already cleaned up, because they were dressed again.

  “We’ve been looking for a female to bring into our relationship, sweetie,” Adam said as he leaned back against the desk.

  Jonah crouched down on the other side of her chair. “We’d never hurt you, love. All we want is the chance to get to know you and for you to know us.”

  “What do you say, Lexis?” Preston stroked a finger down her cheek. “I know you climaxed, too, baby. You’re perfect for us.”

  How the hell does he know I came? Shit, these men see way too much.

  Tears burned her eyes, and though she was tempted to say yes, her heart flipped and felt as if someone had wrapped their fists around it and was trying to crush it.

  She couldn’t do it.

  There was no way she was entangling herself with one man, let alone three, only to have them leave like everyone else she’d ever loved. The resulting agonizing grief just wasn’t worth the hassle.

  Fear gripped her tighter.

  Sweat sheened her skin, and while she tried to gasp air into her lungs, it wasn’t enough.

  The edges of her vision blackened. She tried to keep the darkness from encroaching further, but she was fighting a losing battle. All the blood drained from her head, and in the next instant, she passed out.

  Chapter Four

  “Fuck!” Adam caught Lexis as she slumped forward, then lifted her into his arms. He had no idea what just happened, but whatever it was had terrified her into a dead faint.

  “There was terror on her face,” Jonah said.

  “Jonah, go and see if any of the docs are here tonight,” Preston said. “I want her checked out to make sure there’s nothing else wrong.”

  “On it.” Jonah hurried from the room.

  “What’s going on?” Ana ran into the room toward them, concern and anger clearly on her face. Her men right behind her.

  “We don’t know?” Adam frowned down at Lexis. “We were just talking to her, and then she seemed to have trouble breathing and fainted.”

  “Let me through,” Dr. Jack Williams said as he walked closer. Jonah was right behind him. “Can you put her on the bed, Adam?”

  Adam carried Lexis to the bed, which was used in scenes, then reluctantly lowered her down. Jack was a member of Club of Dominance, and right now, Adam was glad the doctor had been on hand. Thankfully, he’d grabbed the fully stocked first aid kit before coming.

  “Can one of you tell me what happened?” Jack asked as he took Lexis’s pulse as he stared at his watch. Adam was too worried to speak up so he let Preston and Jonah explain. Jack’s non-committal “Hmm,” had him on edge. He didn’t even realize he was clenching his fists until his knuckles starting aching. When Jack listened to her heart with a stethoscope, he held his breath. “There doesn’t seem to be anything wrong. I suspect she had an anxiety attack.” He met Ana’s gaze. “What can you tell me about Lexis?”

  “Not much.” Ana sighed. “I met Lexis a few months ago when I had coffee at a diner a few miles from my house. We hit it off, and after exchanging phone numbers, we started texting. It took a couple of weeks of me inviting her out before she accepted the invitation. I just saw something in Lexis that made me think of myself. She looked so sad and alone, I wanted to befriend her.”

  Just as Adam was about to ask Ana more questions, Lexis sighed and opened her eyes. She gasped when she saw everyone standing around her and tried to sit up. Jack prevented her from moving by placing a hand on her shoulder. “I’m Dr. Jack Williams, Lexis. Can you tell me why you fainted? Do you have any medical conditions? Are you feeling ill?”

  Lexis squeezed her eyes closed and shook her head. “I’m fine.” She cleared her throat as she opened her eyes again.

  “You scared me, Preston, Adam, and Jonah, Lexis.” Ana shoved her way closer to the bed and gripped her friend’s hand. “Are you sure you’re okay?”

  “Yeah.” Lexis nodded, forcing a smile before she met Jack’s gaze. “Let me up, please.”

  Jack removed his hand and helped Lexis into a sitting position, watching her like a hawk in case she got woozy again. “I’ll give you my card.” The doc pulled business cared from his shirt pocket and handed it to Lexis. “If you feel ill or you need anything, don’t hesitate to call.”

  Though Lexis nodded, Adam had a feeling she had no intention of contacting Jack. He wished he knew why she’d passed out but didn’t want to push her away by pumping her for information. If he could find out where the diner was where she worked, he and his lovers would become regulars.

  From what he’d seen so far, Lexis was a very skittish person. He just hoped that she wasn’t as timid as a mouse, because if she was, he couldn’t see a relationship between them all working.

  He’d been so sure when he’d set eyes on her, but now he was second-guessing himself, questioning the attraction zipping between Lexis, him, and his best friends.

  What if he and his boyfriends were way off base and they were all clutching at straws?

  His heart flipped with disappointment, but when he realized where his thoughts had gone, he quashed them immediately. If he kept thinking along those lines, then he would be ruining things before they even began.

  What he needed to do was be patient and give the poor woman time to get comfortable having him, Jonah, and Preston around.

  He had no idea what she’d been through, but he was damn sure he was going to hang around to find out.

  No matter what he’d been thinking, Adam knew down deep that Lexis was the one. The one woman that they’d been waiting for.

  Now all they had to do was convince her of that.

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  Lexis barely dared to breathe until she was back on her feet and she wasn’t being crowded by everyone. Ana had hooked her arm through hers and was guiding her from the room. If she could have she would have run to the entrance and down toward the road, hailed a cab, and gone home, but the club was on the far outskirts of town. The only way she was getting a taxi was if she called for one on her cell phone.

  She felt bad for not saying good-bye to Preston, Adam, and Jonah, but she was so embarrassed over passing out, she didn’t want to face them.

  “Here, Lexis,” Devin, one of Ana’s men, said, drawing her gaze. He held out a bottle of water.

  “Thanks.” She opened the cap and took a few deep gulps to quench her thirst.

  “Are you ready to head home?” Layton asked as he slung an arm around Ana’s shoulder, pulling her against his side.

  “Yes.”

  “Are you sure you’re okay, Lexis?” Gaige frowned.

  “I’m fine, thanks. I think I fai
nted because of lack of food.”

  “You didn’t eat dinner?” Devin scowled at her.

  “I didn’t have time.” Lexis shrugged, glancing away. “I worked overtime because one of the waitresses didn’t turn up for her shift. I barely had time to shower and change before you arrived to pick me up.” While she was careful not to bump into anyone as she walked next to Ana, heading toward the exit, she was aware of everything going on around her.

  Lexis had never imagined being intrigued by BDSM, let alone being turned on by it, but she still didn’t think this scene was her cup of tea. In fact, she was quite happy being alone and not having to answer to anyone. She also didn’t think she was submissive, but she wasn’t about to voice her thoughts.

  Ana and her men guided her outside, and she inhaled the cool, crisp night air. As she walked toward Devin’s truck, the back of her neck tingled. Someone was watching her. She gazed about, and when she noticed Preston, Jonah, and Adam all standing on the front porch of the club, she quickly turned back around.

  Why the hell her body was reacting to those three men, she didn’t know. One thing was sure, though, she didn’t like it at all.

  She pushed them out of her mind and thought about the busy shift she was scheduled to work tomorrow. Because of the young waitress’s no-show today, her boss had asked her to cover the woman’s shift, as well as her own. While she wasn’t looking forward to spending twelve or so hours on her feet, she was desperate for the extra cash. She hadn’t really lied when she’d told Ana’s man that she hadn’t had time to eat dinner, but there was no way she was going to reveal that she was down to her last twenty bucks, which needed to last her until her next paycheck or some thoughtful customer gave her a good tip. All she had in her cupboards was a jar of peanut butter and a lot of noodles.

  Lexis was hoping to get a decent meal at the diner tomorrow. Only being able to eat once a day wasn’t a great scenario, but she’d manage. She just hoped that she didn’t have any more fainting spells. The last thing she needed was to end up in hospital and in debt. She had no health insurance and couldn’t afford to get sick now, or ever.