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  He removed one of his arms from around her, skimmed his hand back up her side toward her breast, and then he cupped her. She cried out and arched further into his hand, and when he stroked the pad of his thumb over her aching peak, her knees buckled.

  Jalen steadied her with a hand at her waist, stepped back, and picked up the discarded shower gel bottle. She frowned when he squirted some of the soap onto a loofah and started washing her.

  “I can do that,” she snapped and tried to yank the sponge from his hand, but he held it up and out of her reach.

  “I want to do it, baby. I like taking care of you.”

  She snorted. If you like taking care of me so much, then why did you stop kissing me? Touching me?

  Kat lowered her gaze and gaped when her eyes locked onto his erect penis. His cock was so long the tip almost reached his belly button, but it was the girth that gave her pause. She’d never seen a real live cock up close and personal and hadn’t realized they could be so big. She’d seen an occasional picture, but since she’d held a grudge against the opposite sex for so long, she’d quickly turned the page.

  The head was a ruddy purple color, and she was fascinated every time she saw it twitch and bob. When she glanced further south and saw his heavy hanging balls, she had the urge to touch them. His pubic hair had been trimmed, but the skin on his sac looked so soft, she yearned to find out if it was so.

  “If you keep looking at me like that, I won’t be held responsible for my actions,” Jalen rasped out.

  If anyone else other than Jalen had said that to her, she would have decked them or turned tail and run, but the husky quality of his voice just seemed to make her hotter. Or maybe it was because he was running the loofah over her breasts and sensitive nipples. She held her breath when he moved the sponge lower and lower. Kat now knew what it felt like to orgasm at his and his brothers’ hands and wasn’t sure she’d be able to keep quiet if he washed between her legs. She pressed her thighs together to keep him out, but that just made her clit throb even harder.

  “Open your legs, baby,” Jalen commanded.

  “No!” Kat grasped his wrist and tried to pull his hand away from her sex.

  Jalen frowned at her. “Am I scaring you, Kat?”

  She shook her head and lowered her eyes again and immediately wished she hadn’t when she saw his hard dick again.

  “Don’t you want me to touch you and make you feel good, baby? Did my brothers and I do something wrong when we made you climax? Did we hurt you?”

  “No,” she reluctantly admitted.

  “Then why won’t you let me…”

  “You don’t really want me. You’re just looking after me because it’s expected,” Kat blurted out.

  “Not want you? How the fuck did you come to that conclusion? I can’t hide how much I fucking want you, Kat. Look at my cock, baby. I’m so fucking hard for you, so eager to make love to you, I’m leaking pre-cum.”

  She raised her eyes to his. “Then why did you stop?”

  Chapter Eleven

  Fuck! Jalen realized he’d made a grave mistake with Kat by pulling back instead of taking things further, but he’d needed to wash her sexy body to make sure she’d been okay after falling off the bed. The last thing he’d wanted to see was even more bruising on her soft, smooth skin.

  He’d figured out that she been scared when she’d woken up with a man against her body, and he was pissed at himself for not talking to her when she’d started moving and her breathing had changed. Maybe if he had, she might not have tried to get away from him and she wouldn’t have hit the floor with a hard thud. He and his brothers had no real notion of the abuse she and Niki had endured, and her reaction had most likely been knee jerk. Now, he’d hurt her feelings by stopping things in the shower, before he’d gone too far. It had nothing to do with not wanting her, but his brothers were waiting for him in the bedroom. He, Dante, and Mica were all hoping to make love with her and claim her, but he wasn’t sure how receptive she was going to be after his fuck up.

  He didn’t say anything more as he was worried he’d put his foot in his mouth yet again. He finished washing her, relieved that she didn’t have any other bruises to add to her collection, then he rinsed her off and started bathing himself. A myriad of expressions flitted across her face and he was able to read nearly everyone one of them as he stared at her reflection in the mirror. There was sadness, anger, and nervousness, but he also saw a glimpse of nervous excitement.

  Jalen finished up quickly. He wasn’t about to let her out of his sight nor to run from him and his brothers anymore. She’d agreed to be theirs and he was going to collect on that promise in the next few minutes. Mica and Dante were as impatient as he was to claim their woman, and he had a feeling that she would be just as eager as soon as she saw his naked brothers in the bedroom.

  What concerned him was that seeing their bare, muscular bodies and over-average sized dicks would frighten her enough to change her mind.

  He shook his head. Kat hadn’t been scared when she’d seen his erect cock. In fact, she’d seemed downright fascinated. He couldn’t have stopped himself from grasping his pulsating dick and pumping a few times if someone had paid him. Jalen was so fucking hungry for Kat he wanted to devour every perfect sexy inch of her.

  Just as he stepped out to dry off, Kat opened the bathroom door and stepped toward the threshold. He hurriedly ran the towel over his body, giving himself a cursory dry off, and hung the towel on the rail. Their woman was standing in the doorway frozen to the spot. Jalen moved in behind her, wrapped an arm around her waist, and pulled her against him.

  Her breathing hitched as she shifted on her heels, and he groaned when she rubbed against his hard, aching cock. He felt as if he was seconds away from exploding. If he didn’t get inside Kat soon, he was going to come all over her butt and himself.

  She sagged against him and moaned when he cupped one of her breasts. Jalen loved all the soft moaning and gasping sounds she made when he and his brothers pleasured her, but he couldn’t wait to hear her screaming his name.

  “Are you two just gonna stand there like statues, or are you coming in?” Dante asked as he fisted his cock and pumped it a few times.

  “Oh god,” Kat moaned.

  “God’s got nothing to do with this, sweetie,” Mica said as he yanked slowly on his hard dick. “This is all you and for you, too.”

  “I didn’t do anything,” Kat murmured.

  “You don’t have to do anything, baby.” Jalen tweaked a nipple, eliciting a gasp from her. “You only have to breathe in the same room and we get hard.” She turned to gaze at him over her shoulder as if gauging whether he was lying or not. “I’m not joking, Kat. You are the sexiest fucking woman I’ve ever met.”

  “I agree.” Dante nodded as he stood, then stalked toward her. “Let us make love to you, love.” He held his hand out to her.

  Kat took a deep, shuddering breath as she eyed his brother’s hand as if she was trying to decide if she wanted to go through with it or not. Jalen didn’t notice he was holding his breath until she placed her hand in Dante’s. He breathed out a sigh of relief and with an arm still around her waist, he and his brother guided her toward the bed.

  “Come on up and get comfortable, sweetie.” Mica patted the mattress.

  Jalen lifted her from her feet and up into his arms before gently placing her in the middle of the bed.

  “Is that coffee I smell?” Kat asked as she searched out the steaming mugs sitting on the bedside tables.

  “You want some?” Dante asked as he got up beside her.

  “Hell yes. You should all know by now that I don’t function really well until I’ve had my caffeine. The only reason I’m so alert this morning is because of the nightmare I had.”

  “Do you want to talk about it?” Mica asked as he passed her the coffee.

  “Not much to talk about.”

  “I think there is,” Jalen said as he got up onto the bed near her knees. He nodded at Mi
ca when his brother handed him his coffee. “You were fighting me and fell off the bed, baby. The more you talk about your experiences, the faster you’ll be able to deal with them.”

  Kat took a sip of coffee after Dante helped her to sit up with her back against the headboard. “I was back at my father’s house and he was hurting me.” She unconsciously rubbed at the cigarette burn scars on her side. “Then the dream changed and those assholes were attacking me.” She met Jalen’s gaze. “When I woke up with your arm around me, I got scared. I didn’t know where I was or who was in bed with me. I’m sorry if I freaked you out.”

  Jalen rubbed her leg. “You have nothing to be sorry for, baby. You fell asleep on the couch. We understand more than you know how waking up somewhere else can be disorientating and disconcerting.”

  Dante shifted closer to her after quickly draining his coffee and started licking and nibbling on her neck and shoulder. She tilted her head to the side, moaning softly, giving him easier access, and gasped.

  While they’d been talking and drinking, his cock had started to deflate, but hearing those breathy sighs had his dick standing at full attention in less than a second. Jalen couldn’t wait any longer and quickly drained his mug. Mica finished his coffee, too, took Jalen’s cup, and placed them both on the table next to the bed.

  “If you want to finish that caffeine, I suggest you do it quickly, baby,” Jalen smoothed his hands up and down her shins toward her knees. What he wanted to do was grasp her ankles, pull her back down the bed, spread her thighs, and eat her pussy, but he waited because he didn’t want her burning herself if she spilled the hot liquid if he startled her.

  Kat’s breathing hitched just before she slugged down the rest of the caffeinated beverage, then she passed the mug to Mica. He winked at her as he took her cup and placed it out of the way.

  A blush stained Kat’s cheeks as she glanced from Mica, to Dante, and finally locked her gaze with his. Jalen quirked a brow in question. “What’s wrong, baby?” he asked when she just continued to stare at him.

  “I’m not very good at this.” Her cheeks turned a deeper pink, and she lowered her gaze toward his groin. He bit the inside of his cheek to stop himself from groaning as she stared at his engorged dick. “You’ve probably all worked out by now that I’ve never had sex before. I don’t know what to do.”

  “We know you’re still a virgin, love.” Dante grasped her chin, turning her eyes his way. “You don’t have to do anything, but if you want to touch us, just do what feels right, what comes naturally. Your body will guide you with its own needs.”

  His brother didn’t give her time to respond when he slanted his mouth over hers. Her moan was Jalen’s sign that she was ready for more. After maneuvering down the bed, he gripped her ankles and slid her down the mattress. Dante must have peeked or felt him moving Kat, because his brother scooted down without breaking their kiss.

  Mica cupped a breast, swirled his tongue around her nipple, then drew it into his mouth and suckled on it.

  Jalen’s mouth watered as he remembered what her soft, warm skin tasted like, but he also remembered the flavor of her creamy honey and couldn’t wait to lap up more of it. He moved until he was between her splayed thighs on his belly, wrapped his arms around her upper legs, and licked from bottom to top through her folds. Kat’s moan was muffled since Dante was still kissing her, but he loved that she seemed to like having her cunt devoured. Not all women were as responsive or as sexually uninhibited as theirs was.

  Jalen loved her musky spiciness and couldn’t wait to make her come so he could drink all of her juices down.

  * * * *

  Kat couldn’t believe what the three men were doing to her. Jalen was licking her pussy, Dante was ravishing her mouth, and Mica was sucking her nipple while rolling the other one. Each kiss, lick, and touch had her blood blazing hotter and hotter. There was a deep-seated empty ache in her pussy and womb that was so intense, for the first—or maybe the second—time in her life she wanted a hard cock filling and fucking her.

  She gasped and groaned when Dante broke the kiss and sobbed with pleasure when Jalen rimmed her pussy hole with the tip of a finger. Her muscles clenched and she was damn sure her body was trying to suck it deep into her depths rather than keep it out.

  All the nerve endings in her pussy felt as if they were lit up like a Christmas tree, but she wanted more, needed more licks, more touches, and more bliss.

  When Jalen pressed the tip of his finger into her pussy, she whimpered and tried to bow her hips up to take him deeper, but he and his brothers thwarted her. Jalen held one of her hips in one hand, pressing her down into the mattress. Dante gripped her shoulder, and Mica had an arm over her waist. While they weren’t pinning her to the bed, they weren’t allowing her to move much, either.

  Kat felt safe with them because they weren’t letting her float away into the clouds.

  “Oh!” she cried when Mica scraped his teeth over her throbbing nipple.

  “You liked that, didn’t you, love?” Dante asked just before he gently bit her earlobe before soothing the sting with his tongue. “You like a little pain with your pleasure, don’t you, Kat?”

  Kat rolled her head back and forth on the pillow. “I don’t…know. Maybe.”

  Dante nipped her lobe again.

  “She loves it,” Jalen said after lifting his mouth from her pussy. Kat opened her eyes to look into his. “Each time either of you bite her, her sexy cunt gets wetter.”

  Kat blinked at him, not knowing how to respond to that because it was true.

  Mica released her nipple with a pop. “There’s nothing to be embarrassed about, sweetie. Everyone’s different. Not one person will like the same as another. That’s what makes us individuals.”

  Kat nodded and closed her eyes again. She jolted when Jalen began licking her pussy. His tongue moved up through her folds toward the top of her slit. He circled the tip around and around her clit and then laved over the distended pearl. She moaned when her inner muscles clamped along and around his pumping finger.

  While she felt anchored to the bed, she also felt as if she was drifting away on a sea of glory. She wanted, needed to make her men feel as good as they were making her. She reached out toward Dante’s chest and caressed over his manly hair covered and toned pectorals. She followed the thin trail of hair down over his torso, belly, and lower still. As soon as she felt the tip of his wet cock against her flesh, she grasped his dick and pumped up and down.

  “Fuck!” Dante groaned.

  Kat opened her eyes to appraise whether she’d hurt him, but when she saw he had his head tilted back and heard his heavy breathing she knew she hadn’t. She increased the pace of her pumping hand after grasping his dick a little tighter. He and his brothers were very well endowed, and while that was more than a bit intimidating since she’d never had sex before, she couldn’t wait to know what if felt like to have their cocks inside of her.

  Mica cupped her cheek, turning her face toward him. Their eyes briefly met, then he slammed his mouth over hers. He stroked his tongue into her mouth, twirling and whirling his around hers, and then he rubbed his tongue against hers. Kat combed her fingers into his hair, holding him to her as they ravished each other.

  Jalen added another finger to her pussy, thrusting them in and out while lashing the tip of his tongue over her clit. Each time his tongue lapped at her overly-sensitive nub, the muscles in her belly jumped.

  When he curled his fingers inside of her and caressed over that hot spot, she was sure her head was about to blow off. Tension invaded her limbs, her muscles, and the spiral began to curl in on itself. Just as she thought she was about to fall over the edge, Jalen withdrew his fingers from her pussy and raised his head.

  Mica let her up for air, and she gasped breath after breath into her burning lungs.

  Dante fluttered his tongue over her nipple, causing shards of heated sparks to shoot straight down to her clit and pussy.

  She stopped breathing wh
en Jalen pushed up between her spread thighs, grasped the base of his dick and caressed the head up through her folds. “Do you want me, baby? Do you want my cock in that hot, tight cunt?” Jalen rasped out.

  “Yes,” she moaned. “Yes. Please?”

  “Keep your eyes on me, Kat,” Jalen commanded as he placed the head of his dick at her entrance.

  “Oh!” She whimpered as he began to press into her. Thankfully, her tissues were wet, easing the way since he was so fucking big, but that didn’t stop the slight burning pain as he stretched her.

  “You okay, baby?” Jalen asked hoarsely.

  “Yeah,” she replied breathily. “Give me more.”

  “Oh yeah.” Jalen ground his teeth, causing the muscles in either side of his jaw to tick. His skin was sheened with sweat, and his muscles were pumped. He was so damn sexy, and she needed him so much, she wanted to tilt her hips up until he was all the way inside of her. She was that hungry for him, but she also didn’t want to spoil their lovemaking with her eagerness by hurting herself

  When he started rocking his hips forward and back, more nerves sparked to life. Mica lifted one of her breasts as he lowered his head and sucked the nipple into his mouth. Dante was plucking and pinching her other nipple while lapping at her neck. She’d never realized she had so many erogenous zones, her neck included.

  She kept her eyes locked with Jalen’s as he slowly but surely worked his big dick into her dripping pussy. He was huge, and she was sure she could feel every ridge and vein along the length of his shaft.

  When the head of his cock rubbed over a sweet spot inside of her, she jerked and moaned.

  “You feel so fucking good, baby. So fucking tight and wet,” Jalen rasped out.

  “Yeah,” Kat agreed, hoping he’d realize she meant that he felt wonderful. Finally, he was inside of her to the hilt. She could feel his balls against her ass and his pubis was against her clit. She was stuffed full, but the sensations were so good, she needed more.