Passion, Victoria 2: Toni's Reluctance (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting) Read online

  “Oh God that feels so good,” Toni moaned as Ben pressed into the tight sore muscles of her foot. She nearly jumped off her chair when his strong fingers hit a particularly sensitive spot which sent tingles of pleasure straight to her clit. She tried not to wriggle around too much, aware of the two men watching her with avid interest.

  “So talk,” Toni demanded as she closed her eyes and grit her teeth against the carnal delight spreading throughout her body.

  “We’ve been buying coffee from you for the last three months because we’ve been courting you, Toni. You’ve just chosen to ignore the innuendos and flirting we’ve been doing.”

  She opened her mouth to refute his statement but didn’t get the chance to say one word.

  “Don’t you dare deny it,” Jack commanded. “You know very well what we’ve been doing. We’ve let you see the desire we have for you and we know you desire us in return. You even let us kiss you. What I want to know is why you’re fighting us so hard.”

  Toni gulped around the lump in her throat as Ben bent and picked up her other foot, pulled it across her other leg toward him, so he could throw her shoe to the floor and began to massage that foot too.

  “I–I…shit.” She gripped the edge of her seat for balance.

  “Do you want to have kids, Antonia?” Ben asked.

  Of all the questions he could have asked that wasn’t one that had crossed her mind. Why the hell he wanted to know that right now was beyond her, but she decided to answer honestly.

  “Eventually, not for a few years though, I’m concentrating on the coffee shop at the moment.”

  “Do you like running the coffee shop, sugar?” Jack asked.

  “What sort of question is that? Do you honestly think I would be working so hard if I didn’t enjoy what I was doing?”

  “Well, now, I really don’t know. I heard your mum started the coffee shop and when she and your father retired and moved to Queensland, you and your sister took it over. Now answer the question, Toni. Do you or do you not like what you are currently doing, working in the coffee shop?”

  He was a persistent bastard. Toni knew he was not going to give up until she answered the question and she hoped he couldn’t tell she was lying. “Yes I like running the coffee shop.” Her eyes slid to her left and over to the coffee machine.

  “Liar,” Jack said and then gave a grin.

  She crossed her arms over her chest and glared at him, feeling very uncomfortable that he could seem to read her innermost thoughts. “How the hell do you know I’m lying? You don’t really know me at all.”

  “You’re right,” Jack said with a frown, “we don’t know you very well, but we want to change that. We want you to start dating us and your body language gives you away, sweetheart. We can tell when you’re lying.”

  Shit! I am in so much trouble. He can answer my questions before I’ve even asked them. That is just way too intimate, too soul bearing. But there was no way in hell she was going to let him know she was feeling vulnerable over the way he could read her. She continued to ignore him as she stared at the coffee machine.

  “Toni, please give us a chance to get to know you and you us. If it doesn’t work out then so be it, but at least give it a try. What if we were made for each other and you weren’t willing to even try, baby? You could be throwing away something really good.” She looked into Ben’s blue eyes and felt like she was drowning.

  “I’m scared. We’d be the talk of the town and what if the media come back? That’s the last thing I want, to be put on display like an act from a circus,” Toni said quietly, lowering her eyes to the floor.

  “Who cares what anyone else thinks, sugar? What we do in our own private time is no concern to anyone else.” Jack placed a hand on her knee and squeezed it. “But if you do decide to go out with us and someone maligns you then I would expect you to come to one or both of us and tell us who is giving you grief. It would be our job to protect you. Don’t worry about that right now, we can deal with that if and when it comes up. What else is bothering you?”

  “But what if my parents find out? I don’t know how they would react to this type of situation.”

  “Well, you can either call them and tell them yourself or you wait and see what happens before you let them know about our relationship?” Ben suggested.

  “I think I’ll wait for a while and see how things pan out first.”

  “Does that mean you’re willing to give us a chance, sugar?” Jack asked.

  Taking a deep breath, Toni looked from Ben to Jack and back again. They looked so cool and calm. Her insides were fluttering around at about a hundred miles an hour. But she wanted to be with them more than anything. She had no idea if things would work out or not but the thought of walking away without ever experiencing their touch left her cold.

  She took a deep breath, trying to calm the raging anxiety inside, but it didn’t help. She figured nothing would until she was where she really longed to be, by their sides and in their arms. If everything went to pot then she would at least have memories to sustain her and if it all failed and she couldn’t handle seeing them, she could always go back to trying and ignoring them, though the likelihood of that was zilch.

  She was scared of what would happen if things didn’t work out. She may end up with a broken heart but she couldn’t walk away. She wanted to be with them more than she needed her next breath and hoped like hell she wasn’t setting herself up for another fall. She’d already been hurt once and now here she was setting herself up to be hurt again. Could she do this? Could she really be with them and not end up heartbroken? She’d survived being hurt before and she could survive again.

  Taking another deep breath, she jumped in with both feet.

  “I guess so.”

  Chapter Three

  Ben released Toni’s foot then grasped the hand closest to him and pulled her from her chair and onto his lap. He tilted her head up by placing a finger underneath her chin.

  “Thank you, baby, you won’t regret it. I promise.”

  He bent down until his forehead was resting on hers and he was staring into her beautiful green eyes. When he saw her desire for him, felt and heard her breathing change, he moved the last few inches and took her mouth with his. There was no tentativeness in his kiss. He devoured her with ravening hunger. Sliding his tongue between her lips and teeth he tangled it with hers.

  He nipped at her full bottom lip then slid his tongue along the sting to soothe it. He moved one large palm up to the back of her head, supporting her but also to hold her in place. He thrust his tongue in and out of her mouth as she responded and moaned with desire. He groaned with surprise and heat as she drew on his tongue by closing her lips around it to suckle on him. Knowing he was losing complete control, he slowly weaned his mouth from hers until he could look into her eyes again.

  They were both breathing heavily as they tried to regain air into their air-depleted lungs.

  “My turn.” Jack growled and stood.

  Jack bent down and placed his hands around Toni’s waist and brought her to her feet. Turning her so she was facing him he lifted her straight up using only his arms until her eyes were level with his.

  “Wrap your arms and legs around me, sugar,” Jack commanded.

  When she complied, Jack groaned and Ben watched as his brother thrust his hips into Toni’s denim-covered crotch. She moaned and wiggled in Jack’s arms as the kiss went on and on and on.

  Ben was so excited at watching his brother and their woman he was shaking. That one small kiss hadn’t been enough to satisfy him. He wanted more, but Jack needed time with her, too.

  Jack obviously couldn’t get enough of her either. He slanted his mouth over hers again and again until she was a writhing in his arms. He licked and nipped at her lips then plunged his tongue into her mouth. The sound of her moans and gasps were driving Ben insane.

  Jack moved his mouth away from hers as he licked and nibbled his way down her jawline to her neck. Jack had a
hold of her by her lush arse and he kneaded the fleshy globes through the denim of her jeans and when she started dry humping him Jack helped to grind her crotch into his.

  Ben couldn’t just sit back and watch anymore. He was so hard he’d swear he could drive nails through wood. He stood and moved toward their woman and his brother until his front was pressed against Toni’s back. He leaned down and nibbled at the other side of her neck as he thrust his cock into her arse. He felt Jack move his hands to the side of her hips giving him more access to her.

  * * * *

  God, she was dying from pleasure. She was surrounded by two very large, sexy, warm, muscular men and they were driving her insane. She was going up in flames. Her pussy was so wet and achy she couldn’t stop herself from moving it against Jack’s hard length. When she felt Ben against her back and he thrust his hard flesh at her butt, she went wild. She had to have them, now.

  “Please?” she whimpered.

  “Please what, sugar?” Jack rasped after lifting his mouth from her neck.

  “Please, fuck me. Fuck me now,” Toni cried with desperation.

  The heat at her back was gone and she knew Ben had moved away. Jack carried her a couple of steps and lowered her bottom to the table. He clasped her arms and lowered them to her sides and she let her legs drop from his waist. When he reached for the hem of her shirt, he paused and looked deeply into her eyes.

  “If you don’t want to go any further you need to say so now, sugar.” Jack released her shirt and took a step back.

  Toni felt bereft and rejected when he moved away, and even though she knew she could be making the biggest mistake of her life, she didn’t want to stop. She needed them more than she needed her next breath.

  “No, don’t stop. Please, I need you both.” She was so turned on she realized she was begging.

  Jack moved closer again, took the hem of her shirt into his hands and pulled it up and over her head. She heard him suck in a breath and hoped he liked what he was seeing. He looked down to see her breasts spilling over the top of the delicate lace cupping her flesh and then looked up to meet his hungry gaze once more. He threw her shirt aside to the floor, bent his head, and sucked a hard nipple into his mouth through her bra.

  She cried out with surprise and pleasure as he laved the tip with his tongue, then held it gently with his teeth. Toni almost sobbed with despair when Jack lifted his head from her breast, but then she silently cheered him on when he unhooked the clasp of her bra at her back with one hand.

  Ben moved to her other side, placing his hand low on her hips, and he began to pull the button of her jeans until the waistband popped open. He lowered the zipper carefully. When she saw where he was staring, she looked down to see the black lace panties covering her mound. He didn’t say anything but he pulled her jeans over her hips, down her legs, until he had her completely divested of them. He stood staring down at her sheer black lace underwear and she wondered if he could see her bare mound.

  Jack took her mouth once more, thrusting in his tongue and sliding it along hers until she was writhing, moaning and breathless once again. He broke the kiss and then moved down her neck and paid attention to a particularly sensitive spot when she shivered.

  He kept licking and nibbling on her neck while his hands slid up the curve of her belly until her reached his goal. His large hand completely enveloped her abundant flesh and then he kneaded her soft globe. Trailing his tongue along her skin he licked a path downwards until he reached her chest. There was no hesitation from him as he sucked one aching, turgid peak into his mouth.

  She cried out and arched up as he laved and sucked and then he opened his mouth wide as if trying to get as much of her breast in as he could. He released her breast then bit down gently and scraped the edge of his teeth over the sensitive tip. Opening his eyes, he looked up and met hers. His face was flushed with desire and she had never seen a sexier sight, than her breast in his mouth.

  Ben knelt down between her slightly parted thighs, bent his head as he grasped her hips in his large hands and breathed in the scent of her pussy. He looked at her lace-covered cunt like he was a man starving and she were his last meal. He hooked his thumbs beneath the top edge of her panties and slid them over her hips, down her legs and off her feet.

  * * * *

  The sight of her pink, flushed, swollen labia and her scent drove Ben over the edge. He hooked her legs over his arms as he held her hips steady, spread her legs wide and then bent his head. He licked her clit with featherlight touches, waiting for her response. When she arched her hips up into to his mouth and whimpered with need, he opened wide and devoured her pussy.

  He sucked the protruding clit into his mouth, holding it lightly between his teeth, and flicked it back and forth with the tip of his tongue. He let her clit pop out of his mouth and slurped his way down to her pussy hole, thrust his tongue into her cunt as far as he could and groaned with approval as her internal muscles contracted around him.

  He had to get a firmer hold on her hips as she began rocking to her own rhythm, when she tried to buck up too hard. Holding her steady, he licked her from arse to clit and back again. Ben moved one of his hands down to her pussy and thrust a long, thick finger into her sheath. She was so tight. He couldn’t believe how tight she was, so he eased back gentling his thrusting motions until he could slide it in and out of her body without causing her any discomfort.

  “Oh, my God, it’s too much. It feels too good,” Toni cried out as Ben pumped a finger in and out of her pussy.

  “Nah, sugar, it’s not enough,” Jack answered for them both, then he disappeared into the shop and Ben mentally rubbed his hands together. He wondered what his brother was going to bring back from the store. He didn’t have to wait too long. Jack came back and held up one of the small vibrators and he came back to the table and ripped the packet open. After cleaning it, he handed it to Ben and then started kissing Toni again while playing with her nipples.

  Toni looked like a goddess, naked and spread out on the table. Ben turned the base of the small red vibrator and touched the tip to her engorged clit. The small whimper she made was muffled by Jack’s mouth but she arched her hips up, which let him know she enjoyed the vibrations from the toy. He pressed a little harder and he watched with hunger as her pussy clenched and dripped cream.

  He couldn’t stand it any longer, he had to have another taste of her. Ben slid the vibrator down through her wet folds and held the tip just inside her cunt and then he lowered his head and licked over her clit. Jack was sucking on one of her nipples while pinching the other. Toni went wild beneath their hands and mouths, bucking and wriggling and gasping with pleasure.

  Ben slowly pressed the vibrator inside her pussy and lapped over her clit with the tip of his tongue. Her cream tasted so sweet and spicy he couldn’t get enough. He was tasting pure ambrosia. He pumped the vibrator in and out of her pussy, stroking faster and deeper with every pump of the toy. When she was on the cusp of climax Ben withdrew the toy and lifted his mouth from her wet pussy. Although he loved seeing her writhing with pleasure and the little sounds she made, he wanted more. He and Jack had waited for this moment since the time they had first met her and he wasn’t about to let her slip away without having her. He couldn’t. Ben was so damn hungry for her he was shaking and only she could relieve the ache inside him. He’d already tried to take the edge off with his hand night after night, but nothing compared to having her here before him, naked and ready.

  Ben moved away from her and began stripping out of his clothes. He couldn’t wait any longer. He had to have Toni now. He slipped his hand into the pocket of his jeans to retrieve a condom packet before he discarded the rest of his clothing. When he made sure she was protected, he moved back in between her legs and aligned his cock to the heart of her body. He held the base of his cock in one hand and began to push into her tight hole. He was a big man and he was having trouble getting the head of his rod into her even with the copious amount of cream leaking from
her pussy.

  He moved a finger down to her clit and began gentle caressing ministrations, circling the pad over her little pearl, building her arousal even higher, trying to get her muscles to relax and allow him in. He was panting and sweating hard by the time his crown popped through her tight flesh.

  “Ben, you can’t. You’re too big,” Toni sobbed as the tip of his cock penetrated her.

  “Do you want me to stop, baby?”

  “No!”

  “Breathe, Toni, I’ll fit. Take deep breaths. That’s it, baby. I promise not to hurt you. You were made for us. Just keep breathing deeply. Good girl.”

  Jack must have stripped out of his clothes while Ben was trying to push himself into her body. His naked brother stepped in close to Toni and fisted the base of his cock in his hand. Jack palmed her cheek and turned her head with gentle persuasion until she was looking at his hard rod.

  “I want you to suck my cock, sugar. Open up and take it into your mouth,” Jack commanded in a hoarse voice. Toni groaned and then opened her mouth and slid the tip of her tongue over the clear liquid on the tip of Jack’s rod.

  “Oh, yeah. Good girl. Now take me into that sweet mouth of yours,” Jack rasped.

  Toni opened wide and sucked Jack’s crown into her mouth. Jack tilted his head back and clenched his jaw, but Ben heard the low growl that escaped his brother’s mouth.

  Toni sucked in as much as she could but they were both big men and Ben could see she was struggling to take Jack’s cock. She withdrew and then licked up and down the underside of his cock gliding her tongue over the large vein. She sucked and nibbled then took Jack’s penis back into her mouth and started bobbing her head in a steady rhythm in time to Jack’s gently thrusting hips.

  Ben held still while he watched Toni administer to Jack’s erection. When he felt the muscles in her pussy relax, he slid back a smidgeon then pushed forward until he was in another inch. He moaned out loud as her muscles contracted and released around his hard flesh. He began to slide back and pushed in more each time he thrust forward. He moved his finger lightly around and over her clit and kept pushing until he was in halfway. He was shaking with desire and from holding back thrusting into her body with one hard surge. Sweat rolled down his temples and off his forehead as he tried to keep his passion under a tight rein.