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  Sandi eventually tuned out and began to go through scenarios on how to get her ship up and running again, if any of it was indeed salvageable. She had a responsibility to return to Earth, even though she was torn. She didn’t want to leave Dreab and Erup but knew she had to make the effort. From what she had seen of her crashed ship, there probably wasn’t going to be anything left to salvage. She speculated the only way she would be able leave this strange planet was if her locating beacons were working and her employers at IDSE sent someone out looking for her. Otherwise, she was on her own. First thing in the morning, she planned to slip away and make the hike back to the crash site. She needed to know what she was up against and if she had a chance to get back home. She didn’t want to go, but in all conscience, she knew she had to at least try to return to Earth. She had worked so hard for her position and her career. She didn’t want to throw away years of hard work.

  She had finished her schooling at the age of sixteen and had gone on to do an engineering cadetship for IDSE, when they had recruited her straight from college. She had spent the first two years studying engineering with IDSE and had followed up studying Aeronautical and Tactical Response. She was one of the youngest pilots working for the large space company. Not that it did her any good now.

  Sandi had no idea how long she sat on the small rock, but from the numbness forming in her butt, she figured it was quite a while. She looked up to see Erup and Dreab rising from their seats and heading toward the stone steps. It looked like their meeting was over. She looked around and saw the people of the clan moving away back to their homes or wherever else they went. She stood and waited for her two lovers to get down to her level, and then she met them halfway.

  “So, what did you think of our meeting?” Dreab asked.

  “Very interesting,” Sandi said and meant every word. Even though some of the problems to be sorted were basic, it still fascinated her on how other beings ruled over and tried to protect the weakest of their people. Laws were for a reason universally, and she knew Dreab and Erup needed to maintain their rules to keep order amongst their clan.

  “Come, we will take you home again. You are all right, Sandi?” Erup asked.

  “Yeah, I’m good.”

  They led her back to their home, and as soon as they entered the door, Erup picked her up in his large, muscular arms and devoured her mouth. They had her stripped naked on the bed in the sleeping chamber before she could blink. Erup spread Sandi’s thighs and bent his head down to her sopping cunt as Dreab crawled up onto the bed next to her and ran the head of his hard cock over the seam of her lips.

  She was astounded by how quickly they had her burning for them, for their touch. She felt her heart lurch and knew she was in trouble because she already had feelings for them. She was so torn. She wanted to tell them to stop and let her be because she knew her leaving was inevitable. But she didn’t want to. She wanted to stay with them and let them care for her and give her the attention she had craved from such an early age. She just couldn’t seem to help herself when either of them began to kiss and touch her. She was lost to the sensations pouring over her, and she knew she was in danger of losing her heart to them.

  Sandi opened her mouth and licked around the head of Dreab’s cock. His sweet taste exploded on her tongue, and she opened her lips wide to take as much of him as she could into her mouth. She laved the underside of his cock and sucked him into the back of her throat. She began to bob her head up and down the length of his hard dick and wrapped her hand around the base, pumping what she couldn’t get into her mouth. She moaned around Dreab’s hard flesh as Erup licked through the folds of her wet pussy. She bucked her hips up into his mouth as he laved his tongue over her distended clit and pushed two large fingers into her wet sheath.

  Dreab groaned as she got into a rhythm and pleasured him with her mouth. She had never tasted anything like the flavor of his pre-cum. It was sweet like berries but salty, as well. She couldn’t get enough of him.

  Sandi felt Erup twist his fingers inside her pussy, and then he was massaging over the spongy, squelching G-spot inside her. She knew she was seconds away from climaxing, and even though she wanted to reach her peak more than anything, she didn’t want the pleasure to end too soon. Dreab moaned again as she took him to the back of her throat and swallowed around him. He began to rock his hips to her rhythm, letting her know he was close to the edge. Sandi used her other hand, moved it between his muscular thighs, and tickled his balls. Dreab threw back his head and roared out his pleasure as his cock began to spasm. Sandi nearly choked as she felt that extra little bit on his penis protrude and tickle the back of her throat, and then she swallowed quickly, trying to take all of his seed down.

  Sandi pulled her mouth from Dreab’s cock and screamed as Erup sent her over the edge into nirvana. Her pussy clamped down hard onto his fingers and gushed out her climax over his hand. He kept pumping into her sheath, letting her ride out her orgasm until the last ripple faded away.

  “Oh, my God! You’re killing me,” Sandi panted out. “What the hell do you have on your cocks that tickle just before you come?”

  “Hm, you are so sexy, little Sandi. That is our arb. Its purpose is to make sure our woman climaxes as we do,” Dreab explained as he flopped down on the bed next to her.

  Erup moved up over Sandi’s body until he was straddling her chest. He held his cock at the base and slid it along her lips. Sandi opened her mouth and swirled her tongue over the crown and the sensitive bundle of tissues beneath. She used her mouth and sucked him in then slid back up his length. She wrapped her hand around the remaining flesh and pumped up and down. She bobbed faster and harder until she had a good suctioning rhythm going. Erup must have been on the edge, because it didn’t take long for him to begin moaning. His muscles bunched, and then he roared as his arb tickled the back of her throat. He spewed his juices into her mouth and down her throat. She cleaned him up and then withdrew her mouth with a loud pop.

  Erup moved to Sandi’s side and lay down, panting for breath. He leaned up on his arm and looked down at her. “You are absolutely amazing, Sandi. You are so sexy. Give us a few minutes, and then we will love you properly.”

  “If you love me any better, you’ll kill me,” Sandi breathed out as she looked from Erup to Dreab. “What is it about you two that I can never say no to you? I’m not like this usually. I haven’t had sex for at least twelve months.”

  “You are our mate, Sandi. We have claimed you, bonded with you. You will want to have sex with us at least once a day as we do with you,” Dreab explained.

  “What do you mean by claimed exactly?” Sandi asked, a sinking feeling making its presence known in her stomach as she sat up and moved to the end of the bed. She needed to put some distance between herself and her new lovers.

  “You are ours for the rest of our lives. What you would call a wife,” Erup elaborated.

  “Wife? You’re kidding me, right?”

  “We would not make humor about our bonding with you, Sandi,” Dreab stated with a frown.

  “You mean to say when you wanted to mate with me you meant I would be connected to you forever?” Sandi asked, her voice escalating in pitch as she stared at the two brothers.

  “Yes, we are now your husbands.”

  “Oh, for the love of…You could have explained what you meant. What the hell am I going to do now? I am expected to return to my own world. I don’t know if that can be avoided. If I don’t return, the people I work for will send someone to come looking for me and will want me to go back. I don’t think I’ll have a choice in the matter. I don’t want to leave here, but I’m torn with the responsibilities I have,” Sandi said with a sigh of frustration. “Explain to me what happens with a claimed mate.”

  “You will want to have sex with us frequently. You will not want to be away from us, and you are most likely going to have our younglings,” Dreab explained.

  “Now, that’s where you’re wrong. There is no way I can have child
ren. I have a contraceptive implant embedded under my skin that stops me from having children.”

  “What is that?” Erup asked with a frown.

  “I have a small hormone capsule embedded in my arm. It releases a certain chemical into my system that stops me from becoming pregnant. So, you see, you and I don’t have to worry about me having children. It’s not possible with the implant I have. I can’t believe you have claimed me for your wife without even telling me. What the hell is going to happen when the company I work for finds me and takes me home again? And don’t think for one minute I want to go, but my whole life is back on Earth. I’m sorry, but if my company sends someone to get me, I’ll be leaving straight away. They won’t give me a choice. I have to obey orders, and there is nothing I can do about it. I don’t know what to do. Oh God, I need some time alone away from you two. I need to think for a while,” she exclaimed and left the sleeping chamber.

  Sandi walked into the bathing chamber, slid into the warm water, and then got out to get some bathing gel. She coated her body with suds, cleaning away the scent of her two lovers as tears coursed down her cheeks. Her heart was pulling her in two directions. She wanted to go home, back to Earth where everything she knew was familiar to her, but she also wanted to stay with the two men. The thought of leaving them had pain ripping through her chest and into her heart. She knew it wasn’t just their fault she hadn’t realized what they had meant by wanting to mate with her. She should have asked, and they had obviously believed she knew what they meant. God. What a mess. Fuck, Sandi. You’re screwed, girl. You’ve gone and fallen in love with aliens. Sandi let the tears continue to fall, the pain in her heart nearly more than she could bear. She knew it was as inevitable as the sun rising that she would be found eventually by IDSE. Then what was she going to do?

  Once the tears had dried up, she slid back into the pool, rinsed away the soapy gel, got out, and dried off on one of the hide skins. She found her clothes and pulled them on. She walked out to the living room, sighed with relief when she didn’t encounter Dreab or Erup, and left their home.

  Sandi found the dark tunnel leading up to the outside. She had no idea what time it was, whether it was night or day, but she intended to find out. She traversed the dark tunnel and noticed she could make out the edges of the dark rock walls. She wondered if her eyesight was adjusting to being in dim lighting from the glowing crystals, since she hadn’t been outside for quite a few hours. When she finally reached the opening to the cave, she saw the sun was descending in the sky, making the color a strange yellowy-pink hue. She sat down on the edge of the outcropping and stared into the distance.

  She missed the modern conveniences technology on Earth had produced, and she loved flying more than anything else in the entire universe. She wanted to stay but knew she couldn’t. Once IDSE found her, she would have no other option than to follow orders.

  * * * *

  “You know we are going to have to show Sandi our real home down below eventually. She is going to be so angry with us. We have far better technology than her Earth has, from what she has said, and we may have the means for her to fix her flying machine to get home,” Erup said to his brother.

  “I know, Erup. I told her we had spaceships and that they were totally different than hers. I just wasn’t sure if she was sent here for nefarious reasons. That is why I haven’t shown her our true home as yet. We didn’t know our little Sandi then. I had to make sure our clan was not put in danger. At first I thought she could be a risk to us and our planet. I had to be totally sure she was not here to try and steal our technology or to start a war. She’s our mate, Erup. We need her here with us. I love her already, as I’m sure you do, as well.”

  “Yes, I do love her. More than anything on Eagron, but we could be making more trouble by not telling her we have advanced technology far beyond what we have shown her and what they have back on Earth. I don’t like lying to our mate. It will come back to bite us on the ass,” Erup stated.

  “I didn’t lie to her. I just didn’t tell her everything,” Dreab said with a sigh. “We will just have to hope Sandi loves us and understands why I did what I did.”

  “I hope for our sake you’re right, Dreab, because if you’re wrong, we could end up losing Sandi altogether. Even though you told her about our spaceships, you haven’t let her see our true world. It is time you trusted her, brother. She is our mate and deserves our love, trust, and respect. I know why you didn’t tell her, but I don’t think Sandi will understand you were only trying to protect our people. It is time to show and tell our mate the truth.”

  * * * *

  Sandi rose from the cliff edge, turned, and walked around the large boulder concealing the entrance. She slowly traversed the dark tunnel, heading back to Dreab and Erup’s home. When she finally got to the center of the massive cavern, she stood and turned, taking in the scenery in the glowing light of the crystals. She didn’t see anyone else about and had never felt so alone in her life. She was so far out of her comfort zone she didn’t know how to handle it. She had always been a loner, preferring to fill her time with her studies and work. She had gotten into a routine, and now that she was out of her element, she felt totally lost. She was definitely going to find the crash site and see what damage had been done to her ship. She needed to get out of here, and fast, before she got any more attached to her two angel-looking men.

  When Sandi arrived back at Dreab and Erup’s home, they were just exiting the door to the rock dwelling.

  “Where have you been, Sandi? We’ve been looking for you everywhere,” Dreab yelled.

  “I told you, I needed some time alone. I went to the surface and was sitting on the large outcropping. I just needed some time to think.”

  “That was a stupid thing to do alone. We have already told you about the Redloh Clan leader. If he or any of his clan members had seen you, they may have tried to take you. It’s not safe for any female to be wandering about alone, let alone one who has no wings and cannot escape through flight. Do you really think you could outrun one of our males? You need to be more cautious. I don’t want you going off alone again. It is our right as your mates to protect you. I don’t want you getting hurt,” Dreab explained, frustration evident in his voice.

  “Listen, you arrogant Neanderthal, I have been looking after myself since I was sixteen years old. I am not your wife. I don’t care what you say. I can look after myself and don’t need anyone to look out for me. I will do what I want, when I want to. Is that clear?” Sandi yelled back. No one was going to tell her what to do. She knew she was being unreasonable by taking out her frustration on Dreab, but she couldn’t seem to stop herself. She was so torn up inside. She wanted to be able to wrap herself around her two mates and never let go, but she needed to keep her distance in case she was rescued and had to leave.

  “Hey, stop it, you two. Arguing will get us nowhere. Dreab is only trying to look after you, Sandi. You are on a strange planet and have no idea what could happen if you were found alone by one of the Redloh Clan. It’s not that we don’t want you to go anywhere, we just want you to be safe,” Erup explained.

  “Okay. I’m sorry I became angry, but you have to understand I’m going crazy. I have feelings for you two, and I don’t know what to do about it. I want to hold onto you both and never let go. But then there is the fear I have deep down inside. I know the people I work for will come to find me. I don’t want to get anymore attached to you than I already am and then have to leave. Can’t you see it would rip me apart? I don’t know what to feel or how to deal with any of this. I am so frustrated and tired, I could sleep for a week. I think it would be better if I slept elsewhere tonight. I just need time alone to try and get my head together. Do you have a spare bedroom or bed?”

  “You can sleep on the sofa. We need to go to bed anyway. We have an early morning meeting and need to be up before the sun. We should be back in time for mid eating,” Erup said.

  Sandi watched as Dreab and Erup moved to the b
edchamber. Erup returned moments later with a few hide skins so Sandi wouldn’t get cold during the night.

  “Thanks.”

  “You’re welcome. Please try and understand Dreab was angry because he was scared you had disappeared or been hurt. Sleep well.”

  Sandi lay down on the hard wooden sofa covered with animal hides. She was in for a long night. She knew her mind wasn’t going to let her rest. She had been trained to be the one of the best pilots on Earth. She had signed a contract and still had another two years to serve. She had never taken her responsibilities lightly. She knew she would feel guilt for the rest of her life if she didn’t try and fix the spaceship and head back to Earth. She had a responsibility to herself, her government, the citizens of her planet, and to her employers. Yet she knew she would feel as if her heart had been ripped from her chest to have to leave her two mates behind. Her thoughts whirled in vicious circles until eventually she cried silent tears and then finally drifted into a restless doze.

  Chapter Four

  Sandi heard Erup and Dreab moving about in their bedchamber and knew they would be leaving for their meeting soon. She lay quietly, unmoving, keeping her breathing deep and even as she listened to them. They both entered the bathing chamber, and after what must have been a quick dip in the rock pool, they were in the kitchen chamber, eating their morning meal while talking quietly. She knew she would miss them, but she wished they would hurry up and leave. She didn’t want to have to face them and say good-bye. Pain pierced her heart, and she drew in a deep breath.