Passion, Victoria 5: Nikki's Awakening (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting) Read online

  Nikki was moaning and shaking with desire. Her eyes were closed and she dug her nails into him harder. Bear relished the way she clung to him and bet she had no idea how much trust she was giving them, but he knew and so did both his brothers. If she didn’t have any trust for any of them, there was no way she would be letting them touch her. Bear was having trouble controlling his desire. He was so horny he could hardly stand it. Every time Tony pressed his fingers into her arse, her pussy got tighter and wetter and she clamped down on his hard cock. He started singing the Australia National Anthem in his head.

  Bear’s mind went blank when Nikki tried to rock on his cock and he breathed in and out deeply a few times.

  “I’m putting three fingers in you now, little one. Let me know if it’s too much.” Tony’s voice was raspier, deeper, and more gravelly than normal and Bear knew he was just as affected by Nikki’s acceptance and loving as he was.

  When Tony had his three fingers in Nikki’s body to the hilt, he spread them out in a scissoring motion as he stretched her tight muscles. He withdrew his fingers after her body relaxed to his brother’s penetration.

  Bear ground his teeth, silently urging Tony to hurry up when he heard his brother tearing a condom pack open and sheathing his cock with a condom. He heard the pop of the lube bottle and knew Tony was slathering his dick with the personal gel.

  Tony shifted on the bed behind Nikki and placed one hand on her shoulder and the other around her torso, right beneath her breasts, and gave him another nod. Brandon held her hips more firmly and hoped like hell she liked having Tony in her anus. He looked over at Colt and saw the raging hunger in his brother’s eyes and knew by the tight muscles in his face that he, too, was having trouble keeping away from their woman while he and Tony prepared her. Again, Bear hoped that Nikki liked sucking cock because as soon as Tony was in her he could tell that Colt was going to pounce.

  “Use your muscles and push out for me, little one.” Tony closed his eyes, a look of pure wonder and pleasure crossed his face, and he began to press the head of his dick into Nikki’s bum. “Oh yeah, that’s it, Nikki. God, you feel so good and I’m not even halfway in yet.”

  Tony rocked his hips forward and back gently, pushing in further and further with each movement until he was buried to the hilt. Nikki’s pussy had just gotten a hell of a lot tighter with Tony deep inside her arse.

  Bear gasped for breath a few times as her muscles contracted and released around his long, hard cock, trying to keep himself in check so he didn’t blow his load too soon. He looked over Nikki’s head and met Tony’s gaze and could see his brother was having the same struggle.

  Bear kept still as they each held onto her, giving Nikki time to adjust to their double penetration. Colt moved up beside her on his knees, cupped her face, and gently turned her head toward him. He leaned down and took her mouth with a rapacious kiss until he had her whimpering into his mouth. He weaned his lips from hers and clasped her chin in between his thumb and index finger. He gripped his cock in one hand and held it still as he spoke to her, “I want you to suck my cock, sweetheart. Do you want that? Do you want to make me come, Nikki?”

  Nikki needed no further urging. She opened her mouth wide and took the head of Colt’s cock into her mouth. She swirled her tongue around the crown and then slid it underneath to the sensitive spot beneath the head. She swiped her tongue up his length and then sucked him back into her mouth and then began to bob her head up and down Colt’s hard shaft.

  Bear and Tony began to move in and out of her tight little body. When Bear pulled out and then pushed back in, Tony moved counter to him, making sure one of them was buried in her body at all times, so she was never empty. She was moaning around Colt’s cock as she sucked him off.

  Bear was in heaven as he made love to Nikki and from the look on her face she felt the same. The slurping noises she made as she sucked on Colt’s cock only turned him on more. The way she sucked, licked, and nibbled as if she couldn’t get enough of Colt’s taste was driving him crazy. He saw the tip of her pink tongue swirl around the top of Colt’s dick before dipping into the slit. She moaned and then pushed back down over his erection.

  Bear felt the warning tingles of his imminent climax at the base of his spine and by the way Nikki’s cunt muscles were fluttering and rippling, he knew she wasn’t far from climax either.

  “Oh yeah, baby, that’s it. Milk our cocks of cum,” Bear groaned as he thrust into her tight, hot, dripping, sheath.

  “You feel so good, little one,” Tony groaned as he pulled out of her body and thrust back in. “We want you to come, little girl. Pull the seed from of our balls, Nikki.”

  Tony’s erotic dirty words sent Nikki over the edge. She cried out around Colt’s cock as her internal muscles clamped down onto his hard rod. His rhythm faltered and then he was pounding in and out of her cunt, hard, fast, and deep.

  She absolutely amazed him as she continued to suck Colt while her body shook and quavered with her climax. Colt yelled then froze and Nikki gulped up his seed and he was lost when he saw some of his brother’s essence dribble down her chin.

  Bear surged forward one more time and roared. His cock felt like it was going to explode, the orgasm was so strong. His dick jerked and pulsed as he spewed load after load of cum into the pouch at the end of the condom.

  Tony’s growl, as he, too, reached his peak, was a faint echo in his mind. Brandon had never experienced anything like the rapture he just had and when the last quiver faded he opened his eyes to stare down at the beautiful, awe-inspiring Nikki.

  Her eyes were closed and she was breathing heavily and shuddering intermittently as the shockwaves slowed and finally stopped. Her face was flushed and she looked so serene and replete as she sagged against his chest. Her breathing evened out and he realized she was asleep.

  Chapter Four

  Nikki woke up feeling as if she was being suffocated. She was surrounded by hard, warm male limbs. She opened her eyes and moved her head to see Tony and Bear sandwiching her between their large bodies. Bear’s big body enveloped her from behind, his groin was mashed up against her arse, and he had one of his large arms and legs thrown over her. No wonder she was feeling crushed, the man was huge and the heat coming from them was incredible.

  Tony’s back was pushed up tightly against her front. She had to stifle a giggle when she saw that Bear’s leg and arm was also slung across Tony. Colt was near the bottom of the bed with both his arms wrapped around her lower limbs. Her head wasn’t even resting on a pillow. Her face was level with Tony’s shoulder blades and she bet if she managed to move out from between them they would freak out big time.

  Nikki placed her hand over Bear’s wrist and moved his arm behind her and then slowly moved her legs until she felt Bear move away and roll over on his own accord. She gave a sigh of relief and took a deep breath now that her ribs were no longer being crushed. She gently pulled her legs up, biting her lip to hold in a giggle when Colt groaned in his sleep and shifted on the mattress. If he moved another inch, he was going to have a rude awakening when he fell off the bed.

  Tony sighed and shifted over onto his stomach, flinging his arm out to the side as if he was too hot as well. She eased up to the head of the bed and carefully stood between the two large men. She cautiously wobbled her way down the length of the bed and then over to the side where she was able to step between Tony’s spread legs. She only had one chance at this. If she lost her balance with only one foot on the mattress between Tony’s legs, she could fall on top of him and end up waking all of them. Taking a deep breath and bracing a hand on the ceiling, she took that step and jumped down to the floor, landing lightly on the balls of her feet. After a quick glance to make sure she hadn’t disturbed any of them, she walked to the bathroom and took a quick shower, finger brushed her teeth and hair, dressed, and left the room.

  Nikki searched everywhere for her car keys and muttered to herself in frustration when she couldn’t find them. She remembered seein
g Colt pocket them and quietly crept back to the main bedroom. She dug through two pairs of jeans and had to hold in a pleased cry when she finally had her keys in her hand. She was very careful to make sure her keys didn’t jingle together so she wouldn’t wake the still-sleeping men in the bed.

  She had to get out of here and think. Nikki couldn’t believe she had let three men have sex with her. She wasn’t like that and was confused over how easy she had been. She’d never jumped into bed with one man she didn’t know well, let alone three, but her mind had taken a vacation and her body had taken over.

  She snuck down the hallway to the living room where she had last seen her purse, picked it up off the coffee table and headed for the front door. She held her breath, hoping the door didn’t have squeaky hinges as she opened it. She breathed out in relief when no sound came from the doorway and quietly closed it after her and hurried toward her car. She unlocked the door, hopped into the driver’s seat, and pulled her door closed without a sound. She would close the door properly once it was safe to do so. She put the key in the ignition and turned it. Nothing happened. She tried again and again, her eyes going from the key in the ignition to the front door to the house. She leaned over and rested her forehead on the steering wheel.

  “Well fuck, this is a fine time for you to give up the ghost, you bloody car,” Nikki muttered.

  Nikki squealed when the door was opened and it took her moment to realize that Tony was standing next to the car.

  “Shit. I’m sorry, Nikki, I didn’t mean to scare you.” Tony squatted down next to her. “What’s wrong, sweetheart? Where are you going?”

  Nikki didn’t want to look at him. If she did, he may realize she was panicking over how she had let him and his brothers make love with her. She kept her eyes lowered and was glad that her hair was obscuring her face.

  “Nikki, talk to me. Did we hurt you?”

  She shook her head. She couldn’t let him believe that they had hurt her in any way. Tony reached out and cupped her cheek. “If you won’t talk to us, how do we know if we’ve done something wrong?”

  Nikki remained silent, scared that if she opened her mouth she would start crying. She never really had anyone care about her before but Tony sounded so benevolent, she was worried she was going to break down.

  “Okay,” Tony sighed and got to his feet. “If that’s the way you want it then go on home. But don’t think you’ve seen the last of us, Nikki.”

  Tears began to flow from her eyes and no matter how hard she tried to stop them, it was impossible. They trailed over her cheeks and as fast as she tried to wipe them away, the faster they flowed. Gentle, warm hands lifted her from the car and then she was being carried back inside. Nikki clung to him and buried her face against his neck while trying to get her tumultuous emotions under control.

  She was scared of the way her body had and was reacting and didn’t know how to handle that. After only one night in their bed, she was already craving more. Guilt assailed her at how she’d tried to sneak out. Tony had every right to be mad at her but he wasn’t. He only sounded concerned. If someone had tried to creep away from her after having sex with them, she would have felt rejected, as if she wasn’t good enough to be with. Was that why he was worried?

  She didn’t want to feel guilty about her decision. She should be allowed to leave if she wanted to. She wasn’t about to let him or his brothers tell her what she could and couldn’t do. But what irked her most was that Tony wasn’t even breathing heavily after carrying her. It seemed these men were much stronger than even she knew. She managed to stop crying and surreptitiously wiped her face again.

  “Please let me go,” Nikki said quietly. She didn’t think he was going to when he carried her inside and back to the bedroom where they had spent the night.

  Tony lowered her to her feet and it was only when she was standing upright again that she saw the other two men looking at her with concern. Colt and Bear were standing off to the side dressed in a pair of jeans with their chests bare. She nearly moaned at the amount of skin exposed to her eyes. She wanted to walk over to them and caress every inch of their hard, delectable, manly bodies.

  “Why were you trying to leave, Nikki?” Colt asked. She glanced toward him and then quickly looked away again.

  “This isn’t me. I don’t do this.” Nikki swept an arm out toward the bed. “I hardly know you and yet I let you have sex with me.”

  Colt moved closer and nudged her face up until she met his eyes. “We didn’t have sex, Nikki, we made love. What are you running from, darlin’? Why are you so scared?”

  She turned her head and dislodged the hand holding her chin. “I’m not scared of anything.”

  “Bullshit.” Bear took two steps and gripped her shoulders lightly. “Don’t you dare lie to us, baby.”

  Tony walked around her and came up against her back. His arms wrapped around her waist and his body heat enveloped her. She shuddered in reaction and hoped like hell neither man had felt it. “We know damn well you want us, too, Nikki. Talk to us, sweetheart. Please?”

  Nikki looked at the floor and shook her head. She heard all three of them sigh with frustration and disappointment or maybe both, but she just couldn’t talk to them right now. She’d had good reason to be wary, although deep down she knew none of them would ever hurt her. She felt like she’d already given them a glimpse into her heart and was scared that if she really got involved with them they would find her unworthy. She didn’t think she would be able to survive that.

  “I’ll go and see what’s wrong with your car,” Tony hugged her tight for a moment, kissed her on the top of her head, let her go and then left the room.

  “Come on into the kitchen, baby. It’s nearly time for breakfast and you aren’t going anywhere until you’ve eaten something.” Bear moved away and he, too, left the bedroom.

  She looked up to see Colt staring at her intently and even though he tried to keep his expression stoic, she could see the pain in his eyes. Her heart stuttered and then thumped painfully in her chest. She hated herself for putting that look in his eyes, but she had already learnt that she was unlovable. She’d been told often enough when she went out with that bastard. She’d even left him, but he had come after her and beat her so badly she had ended up in the hospital. There was no way in hell she was setting herself up to go through that again.

  It wasn’t that she was really scared they would hurt her, at least not physically, but after her ex, she wasn’t willing to take a chance. Plus she’d already proven that even with a black belt in Karate she was no match for them. Yes, she had been able to flip Tony but the only reason that had happened was because she had caught him off guard. Now that they knew she had self-defense skills, she wouldn’t have the advantage of surprise on her side anymore. Plus they were all so much bigger and stronger than she, and they would be way harder to take down. They were no longer vulnerable to her self-protection moves.

  Bob Hackett had ruined her life. This was the first time she’d let anyone come close to her on an intimate physical level and although she wasn’t really ashamed about what she had done, she was scared. She couldn’t go through that again.

  * * * *

  Colt could see the wariness and tension in Nikki’s little body. The pulse at the base of her neck was beating rapidly. He hated that she was scared of him and his brothers. They had done nothing to put that fear on her face. It irked and pained him to see how truly frightened she was. He sighed with frustration and pushed his fingers through his hair and studied her intently. Maybe she wasn’t scared of them but herself. Maybe she was scared that he and his brothers were getting too close and had already breached the armor encasing her heart. If that was the case, then just maybe there was hope for them yet.

  Nikki Sprite was a beautiful, enchanting woman. Her long, white-blonde, hair hung down around her face, shoulders and back in disarray, and she had the most amazing eyes he’d ever seen. They were such an amazing shade of blue that they looked viole
t. He’d had a hard time staying away from her those weeks after first having met her. He’d wanted to see her every day and court her with love and gentleness, but he now knew that she was going to keep pushing them away. Last night had been so damn special. Colt wanted to be able to love her every night for the rest of his life but for some reason she was running again.

  Had someone hurt her, broken her heart and made her wary? If so, he wanted to know who that fucker was and beat the living shit out of him. Women were to be protected and cherished, not abused physically, emotionally or verbally.

  Nikki took a hesitant step toward the door and glanced up at him from beneath her eyelashes. He stayed still and let her go. The gentle, sexy sway of her hips drew his attention and he couldn’t help but ogle that sweet little peach of an arse. He’d seen that delectable little bum last night and now he wanted to take a bite out of it. He groaned and reached down to adjust his now rock-hard cock and hoped like hell that he and his brothers would be able to get through the defensive walls she placed around her heart.

  She was the woman he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. Underneath that waspish tongue and tough exterior was a woman full of passion and capable of a deep love. He wanted to be one of the men she loved forever.

  Bear could have easily delved into her feelings if he’d opened up those shields he kept in place most of the time and let all of them feel what Nikki felt, but that wouldn’t have been honorable or fair to her. Nikki needed to know about Bear’s and their abilities. Now that he thought about it, he wondered, if those shields were lowered while making love to her, if they would be able to feel what she was experiencing while loving her. He was going to have to ask Bear. It hadn’t happened with other women before, but they were more connected to Nikki. Was it because she was meant to be theirs? Maybe! Bear, Colt and Tony hadn’t felt anything like what they’d felt with Nikki, with anyone else.

  Sure, they all used their skills to help find people in trouble by touching personal items, but never in their lives had they been able to connect so strongly or instantly. They had seen into Nikki’s future, which had never happened before and they wanted to keep her by their sides so they could protect her. But if they told her what they could do and had seen, would she freak out? Would she think they were freaks, insane, and not want to have anything more to do with them?