Passion, Victoria 5: Nikki's Awakening (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting) Read online

  Colt was lying at her side and shifted closer to her. He stroked her cheek and then covered her mouth with his before withdrawing and lapping at her nipple. Bear sucked her other nipple into his mouth and she once again turned her head aside and bit down harder on her inner arm. The sounds trying to emerge from her throat couldn’t be released or they would know just how much she wanted this. Nikki sank her teeth into her upper arm. She bit down so hard she drew blood. The coppery taste filled her mouth and tears leaked from her eyes. The three men stopped touching and kissing her and stared at her. She released the flesh of her arm and panted as her gaze connected with each of theirs.

  Bear’s eyes moved from her face to her arm and he frowned at her.

  “What the hell have you done to yourself, baby? God, Nikki, why would you do that to yourself? Do you think we don’t know how fucking passionate you are?” Bear stared down into Nikki’s eyes.

  “I think we should restrain our woman so she can’t hurt herself anymore,” Tony said.

  “Would you like that, Nikki?” Colt breathed against her ear sending more shivers and shuddering through her and goose bumps broke out over her skin.

  Nikki’s breathing escalated even more and she could just imagine all her limbs being restrained and tethered to the bed and not being able to move, being at their complete mercy. And God help her she wanted that. The thought of not being able to stop them from doing what they wanted, letting them touch her body anyway they liked, turned her on even more. Her clit throbbed and her pussy clenched, sending more juices leaking out onto her thighs.

  “Oh yeah, you like that idea don’t ya, little girl?” Tony rasped. “You like the thought of being at our mercy, don’t you, Nikki?”

  Nikki thought to deny it but when she saw him looking at her pussy she knew if she refuted him, that he would know she would be lying. Plus she just couldn’t seem to deny them anymore. She wanted them touching her, loving her more than anything. She cursed her own weakness but found herself nodding anyway.

  “Answer the question, Nikki. Do you want us to tie you up?” Tony asked again.

  “Yes!”

  The three men moved around the room and moments later her arms where restrained to the headboard and her legs were spread wide with soft material wrapped around her ankles. She took a deep breath and tried to calm her breathing and hoped like hell she knew what she was doing.

  “If at any time you want this to stop all you have to do is say so, okay?” Bear asked.

  Nikki nodded.

  “Just a word of warning, honey,” Colt placed his hand on her stomach. Even though Bear’s hand was bigger, Colt’s hand was large enough to cover her whole lower belly. It excited her seeing his tanned masculine appendage splayed out over her pale skin. She felt so small, feminine and sexy. “If you hurt yourself again, I’ll spank that pretty little arse and I’ll shove a ball gag into your mouth.”

  The statement regarding the ball gag did her in. She screamed and yelled as she bucked and sobbed trying to get free. The three men stood back and let her go. They watched her until she had exhausted herself and Nikki was having a hard time trying to work out what she was doing. She wanted them so damn much but she was still fighting them.

  The fire burning inside her was too intense and the longing to have them touching her, loving her, was too powerful. She felt like she was going to shatter if they didn’t touch her again. The feelings these three men invoked in her were all consuming and she didn’t know how to handle such passion. And then she realized that she wasn’t fighting them at all, but was fighting herself, and she looked at them to see their reactions.

  Bear had a frown on his face and his hands were in fists at his sides. Tony’s expression was totally stoic and if it hadn’t been for the muscle flexing in the side of his jaw she may have thought he was totally unaffected by her childish outburst.

  Colt watched her with an asceticism that almost matched Tony’s expression but his eyes were looking at her with an intent hunger.

  She wondered what they thought of her now after she had let them tie her up and then gone a little nuts for a while. It was a wonder they still wanted her with the way she was acting, but it was like they knew her better than she knew herself. It was as if they were waiting for something. She finally began to quiet down as her muscles were too tired to keep up with her actions.

  “Open up baby, we want you to bite down on this ball gag so you don’t hurt yourself.” Colt held the gag in front of her mouth.

  Nikki clamped her teeth and lips together in a tight line. She glared with fury as the three men laughed at her antics.

  “You’re not going to win, sweetheart. Now open up,” Colt commanded.

  Nikki ignored him as she stared mutinously at the ceiling.

  Tony shoved two fingers into her cunt and she gasped with surprise. That was all Colt needed as he shoved the ball gag between her teeth and lips then tied it off at the side of her head. Tony pumped his fingers a few more times and then removed them from her wet sheath.

  “Open your hand, baby,” Bear demanded and tapped on one of her hands. Nikki hadn’t even realized she’d made fists until he pointed it out. She opened her hand and he placed a clean handkerchief into it. “If you want to stop us at any time just let go of the cloth.”

  She felt her eyes widen but then her lids began to feel weighted again when the three men ran their large, warm hands up and down her body and over her skin. Nikki felt goose bumps form from the tips of her toes to top of her head.

  “We see what our touch does to you, Nikki. There is no way you can hide from us, baby. Let go and let us in,” Bear whispered in her ear, causing her to shiver more. He nibbled around the shell of her ear until he reached her earlobe. He nipped and sucked on the soft flesh then shoved his tongue into her ear canal.

  Nikki couldn’t keep the moan in a moment longer. The sound she made only seemed to spur them on and she couldn’t believe how pleasurable it was to have her ear licked. Bear had obviously just found one of her erogenous zones. Colt moved to her other ear and began giving it the same treatment. Tony was still sitting on the mattress between her thighs watching her and no doubt taking in every reaction her body gave away. Bear and Colt moved down her neck. They nipped and licked their way down, stopping when she shivered again as they hit on a sensitive spot on her neck but close to her shoulders.

  Nikki closed her eyes as liquid heat traveled throughout her veins. She was so horny she could feel her juice dripping from her pussy to coat her arse. She felt Tony slide the palm of his hands up the inside of her thighs and groaned as he skirted around the dewy flesh at the apex. He slid his hands up over her hips and her lower abdomen, caressing her, causing an even higher fever to course through her body. His slid his palms back down and cupped her hot swollen pussy with the palm of his hand, then ground down to massage her clit through her plump pink labia. Nikki bucked up into his hand to get harder contact on her aching clit.

  Colt and Bear moved down to her puckered areolas. They sucked her pebbled nipples into the depths of their warm, wet mouths and crushed her them to the roof of their mouths with their tongues. Tony slid down between her legs and breathed hot air over her exposed clit then moved his head down and licked her aching nub with the tip of his tongue.

  Nikki thrust her hips up into Tony’s mouth as he opened wide and devoured her. He slid first one finger and then another into her warm, wet flesh, turning his palm face up so the pads of his fingers massaged the sweet spot inside. When she felt her internal muscles flutter, like she was at the peak about to climax, he withdrew his fingers and mouth from her flesh.

  “Stop, she’s close. I don’t want her coming yet.” Tony met her gaze and she glared back at him. Nikki couldn’t believe he wasn’t going to finish what he started. She yelled at him, which came out muffled and unintelligible around the ball gag, and she bucked, twisted, and pulled against the restraints.

  “You’re not getting what you want, need, from us until you
let go, little girl,” Tony said quietly. When he looked at her like that, she felt like he could see into the depths of her soul. She closed her eyes to conceal her gaze from him and squealed around the gag when a large hand slapped down on her pussy. The fiery tingle spread through her flesh making her pussy drip even more and her cunt muscles spasmed, as if begging to be filled.

  “Oh, you liked that, didn’t you, little girl? I can see your little pussy opening and closing like a small mouth, gasping to be filled. Keep your eyes open, Nikki. I want you to know who it is giving you pleasure,” Tony commanded.

  Nikki just glared at him, then Colt and finally Bear. Brandon was the most sensitive of the three brothers. Maybe if she pleaded with sad, forlorn eyes he would begin to feel guilty and let her go. She turned her expressive eyes on him and gave him a forlorn look, and even managed to squeeze out a couple of tears.

  “Nice try, baby. Don’t you think I know how your mind works? You were made for us, Nikki, and we were made for you. Trying to play us off one against the other is not going to work. In fact, it will just get you deeper into trouble.” Bear smirked at her. “Just remember you have all the control, baby. You can stop this anytime you like.” Brandon tapped her hand reminding her she was holding the cloth.

  Tony slapped her pussy once more. Nikki screamed with pleasure as the tingles ran through her body, making her cunt ache and more cream leak out. She didn’t know what they wanted from her, had expected them to make love to her, but it just seemed like they wanted to torture her with pleasure. She didn’t think she could take much more of this carnal torment. She was beginning to come undone, feeling like she was unraveling from the inside out and had no idea how to stop it. She screamed and yelled, bucked and twisted, until she had exhausted herself again.

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  Bear could feel her confused emotions every time he touched her. He felt her desire for them as well as her anxiety. She wasn’t afraid of them in the least, but she was afraid of her own emotions. The only way they could get through to her was to wear her down physically as well as emotionally. He and his brothers were already in love with Nikki, but knew it was way too early to tell her. That would definitely make her run further and faster. They needed to get through the wall she had built around her heart and this was the only way they knew how. They were all dominant men and when they wanted something or someone they let nothing get in their way. Nikki still held all the cards. She could stop them whenever she wanted to if she so chose, but she was stubborn and had no intention of stopping them. Bear just hoped that by the end of the night he and his brothers knocked down those walls and got to the heart of their woman.

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  To Nikki, it felt like they had been working on her for hours. She was so tired she was having trouble keeping her eyes open. The three men had brought her to near climax over and over again. It had taken her a while to figure out that they wanted her to open up with them, but she wasn’t about to. Not yet. She had spent so long keeping her emotions and past locked away that she didn’t know how to be open anymore. This night had not turned out the way she had thought it would. Nikki had expected them to fuck her and then that would have been that, but no, they hadn’t even taken their jeans off.

  Her jaw was aching from having it open around the ball gag for so long and she could feel perspiration dripping from her forehead down the sides of her face. Her mouth was so dry she could barely swallow anymore.

  Colt must have seen the desperation in her eyes before they began to close. She felt hands on her ankles and arms as she was released from the restraints and the ball gag was removed from her mouth. A glass of water was placed to her lips as hands massaged her aching arms and legs. She gulped down the water then slumped back down on the bed and fell asleep.

  Chapter Seven

  Nikki came awake an hour later and listened intently for movement in the house. She moved quietly, got up and went to the bathroom, then pulled her clothes on. She walked back into the bedroom and began rifling through drawers and cupboards. She nearly laughed out loud when she found what she was looking for, then moved to the window. She held her breath as she unlatched the lock and gently slid the window open in small increments. When she had it wide open, she pried the fly screen from the window and tried to pull it through the opening. It made a slight scraping sound on the aluminum frame. Obviously it was not going to fit in through the window opening. Holding the screen in one hand, she leaned over and looked to the ground to see what was below. She saw a small wide hedge bush beneath so she let the screen go and hoped it didn’t tumble from the soft landing. It hardly made a whisper of sound.

  Nikki climbed through the window feet first, her arse on the frame of the window as she braced herself with her arms. She pushed out slightly and landed on the balls of her feet clear of the small bush and screen. She made her way along the side of the house stealthily and surreptitiously, poked her head around the corner to scan for any movement. Once she’d ascertained it was all clear, she carefully walked along the length to the front of the house, making sure she couldn’t be seen through any of the windows.

  She ran in a hunched position toward the truck and opened the door. She climbed up onto the seat pulling the door to the vehicle closed without making a sound and placed the stolen spare key in the ignition. She turned the key and put the truck in gear as it roared to life, released the handbrake and put her foot down on the accelerator and took off down the drive. A quick glance in the rear-view mirror nearly made her baulk when she saw three very large, very angry males standing on the driveway.

  She was going to be in so much trouble when they caught up with her. She couldn’t go home because she had left her purse behind and had no way of getting into the gallery or her apartment upstairs. She couldn’t ask Beth for help as she knew her friend’s three new fiancés would likely hold her until Tony, Colt, and Bear could catch up to her. She had two options. She could go to Tasha’s and hide out, or she could leave Passion. Without a license, cash, ATM cards, or credit cards she knew she wouldn’t get far. Decision made, she headed to Tasha’s.

  Nikki arrived at Tasha’s, Sean’s, and Jason’s warehouse. She got out of the car and rang the bell, which she knew was connected to an intercom in their loft apartment above. She waited impatiently as she tapped her foot. She rang the bell again but this time she held her finger to the button and didn’t release it. When no one answered, she knew she was out of luck. Tasha and her fiancés weren’t home. She spun around to head back to the truck when she heard the roar of an engine coming down the small alleyway. She held her breath, hoping it was Tasha and her men.

  Nikki gave a cry of horror as she spied Colt and Tony in the front of another large truck. The back door opened and Brandon was out of the truck before it had come to a complete stop. Nikki turned around and took off in the opposite direction. She was fucked, maybe literally as well as figuratively.

  She made it to the end of the alley before she screamed when her feet left the ground. A large muscular arm wrapped around her shoulders and another beneath her knees. She was hauled up against a large barrel of a chest. She looked up into Brandon’s eyes as he stared down at her.

  “You are in so much trouble, baby. Before this night is over you’re going to be begging for mercy,” Bear said as he carried her back toward the parked trucks.

  Nikki didn’t bother trying to get free, she knew it would be futile and she would only end up hurting and exhausting herself. She gave a sigh as she rested her head against Brandon’s chest.

  “Why won’t you three leave me alone?” Nikki asked.

  “We can’t, baby. We want you so damn much,” Bear said in a quiet, sincere voice. “We are meant to be together and we’re not going to let you get away.”

  “You don’t know that.”

  “Yeah, I do.” Brandon carried her back toward the truck where Tony and Colt were waiting. Bear rested her back against the side of the truck and leaned his big body into hers, effectively pinnin
g her between him and the ute. Tony and Colt came around to stand close by. “My brothers and I have always had a special connection, Nikki. That first time I saw you at the coffee shop and our hands touched, I knew you were going to be ours. I’m an empathic psychic, baby. The minute our hands touched I saw you in our lives and so did Colt and Tony.”

  “What?”

  “I…we, can see things, Nikki. We are meant for each other, but we can’t build on this relationship if you won’t open up with us.”

  “We don’t have a relationship, Brandon. I don’t want to have a relationship with you and your brothers,” Nikki said emphatically, but couldn’t hold his gaze and looked away. Tony’s eyes locked onto hers.

  “You’re lying again, little girl.” Tony breathed against her ear and she couldn’t help but shiver as her body began to simmer with desire.

  Colt leaned into her from the other side and kissed her on the temple. “You’re already ours, darlin’, you just haven’t accepted that yet.”

  Bear got into the front seat of Tony’s truck with Nikki on his lap. She wondered if he was scared she would try to escape again.

  Colt got into his truck, the one Nikki had escaped in, and started the engine. She was so scared she was going to lose herself. They were all very big, strong, muscular men and their personalities were so different but all of them were arrogant and authoritative. Nikki wondered if she would end up with a broken heart because no matter how hard she tried to keep her feelings locked down deep and the walls around her emotions built up high, she could feel them cracking. They had slowly been toppling down from the very first day she had met the Spencer brothers and she didn’t know how much longer she’d be able to keep them intact.

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