Passion, Victoria 5: Nikki's Awakening (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting) Read online

  Tony glanced over at Nikki and sighed when he saw she had her eyes closed. She was likely trying to build up the fortress around her heart that nobody could breach. He wanted to know what the hell made her so scared of a relationship. Why she kept part of herself locked away that no one else could see. He could though and so could his brothers. They had seen the passion smoldering beneath the surface. They knew she was full of love which was just waiting to be tapped into.

  She wasn’t a pushover, which he loved. She would give back as good as she got. Tony and his brothers didn’t want a submissive woman all the time, but they sure as hell wanted one in the bedroom. As much as she denied her passion, Tony, Colt, and Bear knew she was sexually submissive. They’d tapped into a small part of that this evening, but it wasn’t enough. He, they wanted it all. Her, body, heart and soul. He wasn’t giving up until they got what they wanted.

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  Bear carried Nikki into the house but instead of heading toward the master bedroom, he took her into a spare room. Nikki’s mouth gaped open on a gasp as she saw all the weird stuff in the room. There were benches of different sizes and shapes as well as hooks in the ceiling and on the walls. There was a black strap swing hanging from another hook in the ceiling. She closed her mouth with an audible snap and looked from Colt to Brandon and finally Tony.

  “You won’t be getting away from us again, little girl,” Tony said from near a long bench which had a face hole in it. “We are going to make love to you and show you how much we want you, Nikki. If you want this to stop at any time, all you have to do is say the word. Strip her off.”

  She wanted to fight them and tell them to leave her alone but if she did, would they be able to tell she was fighting the way they made her feel?

  Nikki was placed on her feet and four hands began to undo buttons and zippers. She kept her face as expressionless as possible and stood still. Not once did she protest or ask them to stop. Now that she’d experienced having them touch her, she craved more. Her body quivered but she kept her eyes pinned on the far wall and stared until she could see nothing else. Hopefully by playing indifferent, she could get them to stop without her having to ask them, because she was scared that if she opened her mouth she would beg them to touch her instead.

  Once she was naked, Bear picked her up and moved her onto a bench as Tony and Colt secured her feet into ankle restraints. When her legs were locked into place, all three of them moved in close to her. They had her lying on the bench, her wrists secured within seconds. Tony moved away from her and rummaged in a cupboard off to the side of the room. He came back with a strip of black material in his hand. He put the blindfold on her without any trouble since she was tethered by her arms and now her legs.

  “What are you doing?”

  “I’d think that would be obvious, little girl,” Tony replied in a soft voice. “I am going to tell you our rules, little one, and if you don’t abide by them you will be punished. Do you understand, Nikki?”

  “Fuck off.”

  “You will not speak unless you are spoken to.” Tony continued on as if she hadn’t just cussed at him. “If you are asked a question, you will answer immediately or you will be punished. If you wish to speak you will speak the name of the male you want to answer, but you will ask for permission to speak from that particular male first. If you do not you will be punished. If you feel like you are going to come you will let us know. You are not allowed to come without permission or you will be punished. If you want us to stop use the word ‘red’, and everything will cease immediately. Do you understand the rules, Nikki?”

  Nikki heard a rustle of movement and wondered what they were doing. Her breath hitched and she realized she was panting. Her breasts were aching and her nipples were throbbing. She just hoped that the three Spencer men couldn’t see how turned on she really was. Her pussy chose that moment to clench and she barely contained the groan building in her chest as juices leaked from her cunt onto her thighs.

  “You’ve just earned your first punishment, sweetheart,” Colt whispered into her ear. “You were told the rules and you didn’t answer. Would you like to go for another punishment or are you going to answer the question?”

  “Fuck. Off.”

  “Oh, baby, you are in big trouble. You’ve just earned three punishments, you didn’t answer the question and you swore. Do you want to go for another punishment? We can do this all night, Nikki. You on the other hand are new to this lifestyle. Do you want to guess who is going to break first?” Bear breathed into her other ear.

  Oh God! What had she gotten herself into? And why the hell was she so turned on? She knew they could break her, but what frightened her most was that they were the only ones who could. Why did it have to be these three and why now? She didn’t want any of this.

  You want it more than anything you’ve ever wanted in your life. Stop being such a coward, Nikki. You already care for them. You aren’t fighting them, you’re fighting yourself. You love the way they make you feel. You love how they are so dominating and commanding. You love them.

  No. Nah-ah, not happening.

  Nikki could feel her excitement leaking out of her pussy and hoped they couldn’t see how turned on she was already, just by their domineering voices. She gave a shriek as her pussy was slapped. Not hard enough to truly cause pain but enough to make her skin heat and tingle. She bit down on her lip trying to contain her moan of pleasure.

  “You think we don’t know that you want us just as much as we want you, don’t you, baby?” Bear whispered in her ear.

  Nikki tried not to squirm as his warm, moist breath caressed her ear. She felt her skin begin to pucker as goose flesh popped up all over her body. She cried out again as another slap landed on her wet, naked folds. Her cunt clenched and released and her clit tingled with need. She gave a small gasp as the pad of a finger lightly touched her aching, throbbing clit.

  “You like what we do to you don’t you, little girl? Do you think we don’t see your need for us burning in your eyes? We know you want us, Nikki. Why not just give in and admit it?” Tony asked.

  “You fucking bastards, you don’t get it, do you? Wanting and needing are not enough. You think you are so clever with your oversized egos. Well, let me tell you, all males are ruled by their dicks and physical urges and if you don’t know what a woman wants, needs, to make a relationship right, then I’m not going to tell you, you pea-brained idiots.”

  “You’ve just earned another punishment, sweetheart. What did we tell you about running that sweet mouth of yours off without permission?” Colt asked from beside her.

  Nikki didn’t answer. She vowed then and there she was not going to say another word to the three men torturing her with pleasure. It was too dangerous for her to open her mouth. If she gave them an inch they would take a mile and she wasn’t sure she would have anything left. She clamped her lips down in a thin line with pure, unadulterated stubbornness.

  “You have racked up five punishments so far, baby. Every time you disobey us you will earn another one,” Bear said quietly.

  Nikki’s hearing was more enhanced as she couldn’t see. She heard the slide of a cupboard door being opened and then the rustling of packets being ripped apart. She felt something hard and cold at the entrance of her pussy and bit down on her lip to hold back the moan threatening to escape.

  She felt the item being pushed into her hot, wet sheath in slow gentle thrusts. She had to physically concentrate on keeping her hips still. She could feel all her control being ripped away from her and it scared the shit out of her.

  Oh God, they’re fucking me with a dildo or vibrator. When the item was buried in to the hilt fingers brushed against her upper thighs and her labia, and then the vibrations started. She couldn’t help herself, she began to rock her hips up and down, forward and back with an instinct older than time.

  “You like it when we give you pleasure don’t you, sweetheart? Open your mouth, Nikki,” Colt rubbed his warm erect cock against he
r lips. Another hand slapped down onto her pussy and clit. She opened her mouth on a gasp. The flesh at her lips was shoved into her mouth. Something soft was pushed into her hand and she gripped it tightly. “Drop the cloth if you want everything to stop, honey. If you hurt me, sweetheart, you’ll live to regret it. Now, suck my cock, Nikki.”

  Nikki loved the taste of Colt in her mouth. She lapped and sucked on his engorged flesh. Anything to help distract her from the pleasure they were bestowing on her. She moaned when cold, wet fingers massage her anus. She was on fire. She wanted one of them to fuck her. No, she wanted all of them to fuck her. She wanted them to love her all night long. She opened her mouth wide and let Colt fuck her mouth as he pumped his hips, pushing his cock to the back of her throat.

  “Oh yeah, sweetheart. That’s it, suck me. Your mouth feels so good around my cock. Suck me down, Nikki, swallow on my cock. God, you look so sexy with that vibrator in your cunt and my cock in your mouth. I’m gonna come, sweetheart, swallow me down.”

  Colt gave a roar as he spurted cum down her throat. Nikki sucked on his flesh greedily, lapping up all of his juice.

  Tony was behind her. She inhaled as she tried to catch her breath after giving Colt a blow job. Each man had a unique scent and she could tell by smell alone who was who. She didn’t need to see them with her eyes to know. Tony pushed a thin butt plug into her arse slowly until her muscles released. He buried the plug in all the way to the base, grasped the plug and vibrator, and began pumping them in and out of her body with slow, gentle movements.

  Nikki was on sensation overload as Tony stroked the items in and out of her body. She began to moan and rock her hips as she felt the warning flutters of the largest orgasm she had ever experienced beginning. She gave a scream as the items were pulled out of her body. She screamed loud and long, tears of frustration and heightened desire spilled from her eyes.

  “You don’t get to come until we get what we want, little girl,” Tony said in a cool voice after she’d stopped screaming. He was always so in control. Nikki wondered if he would ever release the restraint he had on himself. She kept her mouth shut and continued to pant until finally her breathing began to level out.

  “Bear, come over here and fuck her, but don’t let her climax,” Tony commanded.

  Nikki whimpered, knowing she was in for a wild ride. The last time Brandon had fucked her had been with Tony as he filled her arse. They had sent her to nirvana. She didn’t know if she could hold out any longer. She wanted to come so badly she could taste it. She heard the rustle of a foil pack being opened and then she felt the head of Brandon’s cock at the entrance to her pussy. She began to rock her hips to help engulf Brandon with her pussy. Her stomach was cramping as her juices flowed continuously from her body.

  “Now, fuck her until you come, but don’t let her go over the edge,” Tony ordered.

  They were turned on as much as she was, if the raspy and breathless voices where any indication. Maybe she could turn the tables on them after all. If she used her brains, she could get them to fuck her to completion and still not give them what they wanted. She gave another moan as she rocked her hips up and down on Brandon’s cock. She wanted him to pound in and out of her tight sheath with abandon and send her over the edge with him.

  “No you don’t, sweetheart. You don’t get to take over the control,” Colt said and then firm large hands were holding her hips still.

  Nikki couldn’t help but moan when Brandon’s cock pushed into her and didn’t stop until he was balls-deep inside her. He held still for a moment and then began to pump in and out of her body with slow, easy strokes. Every time her inner walls rippled and fluttered he stopped and held still until her pussy muscles relaxed again. Nikki could hear him panting, as if he was struggling to keep control of the situation. She cried out when warm, wet mouths sucked at her nipples with firm pulls. Hands ran over her belly and up her sides. She gave a shiver as goose flesh once more popped up over her body.

  Brandon began to pump with abandon. She could tell he was close to climax and tried to rock her hips with his, but the hands at her hips held her still. She screamed with frustration when his cock expanded and jerked inside her as hot liquid spewed into the end of a condom. Brandon had reached his peak first.

  Nikki cried out loud and long. She sobbed and cried with frustration. “Please? Please, help me?”

  “What do you want, little girl?” Tony asked in a deep voice.

  “Fuck me, please just fuck me. I can’t bear it anymore,” Nikki gasped.

  They had done it. They had made her beg. She felt Bear remove his half-flaccid cock from her body and she was released from the bindings holding her secure on the strange bench. The blindfold was removed from her eyes and she had to blink a few times until her vision cleared. Her fingers were pried apart and the cloth she forgot she held was removed from her hand.

  Tony scooped her up into his arms and carried her from the room. He headed to the master bedroom with Colt and Bear following behind. He placed her in the middle of the mattress but didn’t release her. Instead he followed her down, covering her body with his.

  His mouth slanted over hers, thrusting his tongue in between her lips as he tasted her wildly, carnally, deeply. He devoured her mouth and didn’t let up until she was kissing him back just as hungrily. Nikki tangled her tongue with his and moaned into his mouth. She whimpered when he broke the kiss, licking and nibbling his way over to her ear, and thrust his tongue into the little canal. She tilted her head and shivered in reaction. He continued down her neck and across her chest until he reached her hard nipples, where he laved and sucked first one, then the other, until she was rocking her hips up into his groin. Tony moved back between her thighs and sat on his haunches.

  He grabbed a condom and sheathed his cock then plunged into her tight body with one hard thrust. Nikki sobbed with pleasure and clung to him when he picked her up so she was sitting astride his lap, impaled on his cock.

  Colt moved up behind her and massaged the pucker of her dark hole. He pushed the tip of his finger into her arse through the tight muscles of her sphincter. She dug her nails into Tony’s shoulders and whimpered and gasped trying to keep her arse from clenching, but it was an impossibility. Colt withdrew his finger and pushed back in with two, scissoring his fingers, preparing her for his penetration. Nikki mewled and wriggled as she was bombarded with sensation. The pleasure was almost too much but nowhere near enough.

  When she heard a packet rip open, Nikki knew he was sheathing his cock with a condom. Colt’s condom-and-lube-covered cock brushed against her anus as he aligned himself with her body and began to push in.

  “Oh, sweetheart, you feel so good clamping down on my cock. Push out for me, Nikki. That’s it, good girl. You like it when we love you, don’t you?” Colt pushed his cock in more as he waited for her to answer. “Don’t you, baby?”

  “Yes.”

  “Oh yeah! You don’t know what it does to us to be able to love you like this, sweetheart. We love to be able to give you pleasure,” Tony panted.

  “Stop talking and fuck me,” Nikki gasped.

  “We aren’t just fucking you, little girl. We’re loving you, Nikki. But you already know that, don’t you? That’s why you’re fighting us so hard, isn’t it, little one.” Tony hadn’t asked a question. He’d made a statement.

  Nikki didn’t answer. She closed her eyes so Tony couldn’t see her confusion or she his emotions as he looked deeply into her eyes.

  “Open your eyes, Nikki. Now.”

  Nikki opened her eyes and felt herself drowning in Tony’s. She felt tears prick the back of her eyelids again in warning. She was losing control. She had always prided herself on her control and they were ripping it from her grasp.

  Tony and Colt began to thrust in and out of her body. The pleasure was out of this world. She’d never felt anything like it in her life. She’d only ever had a couple of lovers. The first had been a fumbling bungle with her first real boyfriend. Neither o
f them had known what all the fuss was about. They had ended up as friends instead of lovers. Her second lover had been an absolute arsehole. He’d used her body with no idea on how to give pleasure. She had felt like an inanimate blow-up doll.

  But this was so much more, and as she stared into Tony’s eyes, she felt herself drowning. She was lost. The walls she’d placed around her heart melted a little more and warmth began to fill her chest.

  Tony and Colt thrust in and out of her body with abandon. She heard Colt say something but it didn’t register. All of a sudden he roared next to her ear as he spewed his release into the condom. He kissed the side of her neck and carefully withdrew from her body. When Colt had been inside her she had felt content, and connected to him on an emotional as well as a physical level. She’d felt almost complete. In fact she felt that way every time one of her men was inside her. Now that he was gone she felt a little cold.

  A hot, hard chest brushed against her back and she began to feel warm again. But Nikki gave a whimper of protest when she felt Brandon begin to push into her rosette. Oh God, he was going to rip her apart. He was way too big to be fucking her arse. She felt her muscles clench in protest as the head of his cock began to penetrate her anus.

  “Relax your muscles, baby. Breathe in and out a few times and then push out for me, Nikki.”

  “Oh God, it hurts, Brandon. You’ll rip me apart,” Nikki cried out.

  “Do you want me to stop, Nikki?” Nikki heard the disappointment in his voice and even though the burning pinching pain was nearly intolerable, she wanted to feel connected to him, too.

  “No,” was her breathless reply.

  “I would never hurt you, baby. Now push out for me. That’s it, good girl. Keep breathing deeply,” Brandon crooned. “I’m in all the way, Nikki. How do you feel?”

  “Oh God! Please?” Nikki begged.

  “Please what, Nikki?” Tony held her hips still.

  Please, love me?”

  “That’s all we were waiting to hear, Nikki.” Tony grunted as he pulled his cock out, until just the tip was resting in her pussy and then shoved back in.